Nightmares

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I'm not okay.
You still fill my thoughts at 2 in the morning
And god I want to text you
Talk to you about your days
Ask how everyone is
But I can't
I have to stay strong
keeping you away
sometimes I'm Satan himself
But all my music is from you.
I can't listen to anything without you
You left your mark on everything I own
Hell, even my cat reminds me of you
And maybe that's why at night
When I'm really lonely
And the dark seems to be creeping closer
I hugged her tightly
And kiss her head
Taking comfort in how she breaths
Because for a moment
Just a single moment of weakness...
I can pretend it's you in my arms.

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