Tonight
I think I'm giving in
Just once
I'll take the hit
Smoke is blinding me
Let me take some inside
Now
I'm not so empty
But
I'm full of hot air
It's suffocating me
Can you take it away?
I want something
To take away this pain
These memories haunt me
And you're everywhere
Yet
The idea of losing you
Hurts more
than any razor blade ever could.
Your arms around me
are a comforting delusion
One that takes me to bed
Waking me up to a cold reality
In a cold sweat.
You're never coming back
I pushed to hard
Now I'm alone.

YOU ARE READING
Barely breathing
PoetryJust words that can't pass my lips but will go through my head until they fall onto paper. Every single one of these are my original pieces.