Fix Me | L.H

Club incident

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Luke's POV:

When I stepped out of my car, all I could think of was Aubri.

Who did she think she was taking over my brain like that?

There was a rage inside me that I couldn't explain. It engulfed me like a cape and drove me to this club.

I walked towards it, preparing me for a hell of a night.

This is me. This is who I am, who I've always been.

I walk inside, the thudding of music running through me. It would always excite me but it felt different this time.

I shook the feeling off and kept walking.

Mounds of people danced, sticking and rubbing against each-other like their life's depended on it. Guys looking to wrap a girl around their finger and then throwing them away.

I was that guy...I am that guy. I could have any girl I wanted. I don't know what attracted them to me.

I started getting most attention by the time I hit puberty. I remember feeling strange about it, but later on, it started helping me. It was a way to forget about things I didn't want to remember. It also fed my self-esteem.

I sat down at the bar area and asked the guy for a round, Marcus.

"Tough nigh buddy?" He asks, putting the glass down in-front of me. Was it that obvious?

I grab the cool glass and gulp dow what I can.

"Couldn't sleep." I say, trying to be heard over the music. I turn on my seat, ending the conversation and looking at the mess of people dancing.

A girl in a blue dress dancing caught my eyes
. All eyes are on her. I don't know if my eyes are playing tricks on me, but I see Aubri's face.

Im about to go and grab her by her tiny arm and drag her out of here. Guys are surrounding her, looking at her like she's some piece of meat. Like if she were a fallen angel.

She was an angel, just that she was my angel.

She looks up and notices me, eyes  a stunning gray. It isn't Aubri, I realize.

I sink back into my seat and turn back around.

I should go.

I could ask a pretty girl to come with me, but I don't feel like I can.

The chair besides me moves. I hope it isn't some weird dude that wants to talk about life or problems he's having with a chick. God knows I didn't need anymore of that.

"Hey." A seductive voice says.

I look up at the source and notice that it's the girl from the dance floor. I give a single nod, acknowledging her presence and going back to my drink.

In a different case, I would have bought her a drink and maybe even made a move on her. But again, something was holding me back.

"You wanna buy me a drink?" She says, putting a delicate hand on my shoulder. I tense up.

I look back up at her. Her hair is almost the same color as Aubri's. The resemblance is astonishing.

Although, Aubri's lips are fuller than this girl's and Aubri also has way more curves. Usually her curves were hidden, but I knew what was under those clothes of her. She was the most beautiful goddess. The only godess. With full hips and breasts that could have a man stuttering.

Legs so soft that you'd never want to stop running your hands through them. But of course no one would ever find out. Only I had the privilege of seeing such beauty and being able to run my hands through her body. I know I don't deserve it.

"Sure." I give a half hearted smile and tell Marcus to give us another round.

"You alone?" She asks.

"As can be." I smile and sink back into my seat. The drinks were starting to have an effect. I only felt a slight buzz right now.

I get up from my seat, not interested in having a conversation. I should've never come. It seemed like a great idea at first but know It felt pointless. "I have to go." I slur, not taking a second glance. This girl reminded me too much of Aubri, the person I was trying to get away from.

I stumble through the crowd of people and throw the door open. "Goodnight sir." Said the security outside the club.

"You too big guy." I shout.

I stumble to my car and as I'm about to get in, a small hand stops me. I quickly retrieve my hand. "What the fuck?"

Its the same girl. Pretty annoying. I keep trying to get away from something and it just keeps following me everywhere.

"You're drunk, I'll drive you wherever you gotta go." She says, lips turning into a smile.

"No way your touching my fucking car." I counter.

Who even is this girl?

"I'm pretty sure I'd cause way less damage that a drunk person." She counters. "I'll pay you if I damage it."

I squeeze my eyes, finally giving in when I went into the driver's seat. I just wanted to get to bed and try to sleep the couple hours that are left of the night.

On the way, she tries to make conversation with me, but I purposely give one word answers. After a while, she gives up and just drives. I tell her the directions.

When we park, I expect her to leave, but she doesn't.

She puts a hand under me shoulder, helping me towards the door of my house. Im just about to tell her to get the fuck away from me. But maybe i should stop being such an asshole and accept a little help.

She takes me up to my room. The drinks are really kicking in now. Like I said, it helps me sleep. For some reason, I get so sleepy after I drink.

We stumble up the stairs and she trows me on the bed. I can't think straight. My mind is clouded and sleepy. The brown eyes are still in my mind.

I can feel myself starting to fall asleep. I just hope the girl found her way out of here.

I dream of Aubri. She climbs on top of me, straddling my lap. I put my hands on her bare legs and keep them there. Something feels different. She takes off my shirt and throws it across the room.

I needed her, all of her. Im not sure I can stop it this time. I grab the material over her legs and try to pull it off. I want to ask her why she's wearing a blue dress. Its nice, I've never seen her with a dress.

Blue dress?

She kissed my neck and then my chest.

Should it mean something that she has a blue dress and her eyes are grey instead of the hunny brown I remember?

I let her keep on kissing the upper part of my body and moan at the calloused hands traveling on my chest.

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