Hey mum, Hey Jess,
Do you remember a couple of days ago? When I told you that I saw Jay and Lauren kissing?
Well they are dating now, have been since they kissed on Max's party.
Why do I have to love someone that is beyond my reach? Why does having your heart broken hurt so much?
Mum, I need you right now. You have always been the one to make my problems and heal my wounds. I need you to make this pain go away mum. I don't like it, it hurts way too much. Now I understand what it's like to be heartbroken; it's like your heart has been ripped out of your chest and you feel nothing but emptiness, like it's taken away all your senses and you are just lifeless.
I need to go as it is time for dinner.
Have a good sleep with the angels,
Nathan x
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Yesterday lunch was when they had told us that Jay and Lauren were in fact dating. They had been since the night at Max's party. That's why he had left me all in my own; to be with her.
I really didn't want to go to school tomorrow because Jay would have Lauren with him playing tonsil tennis right in front of us at the usual table we sit on when we have our lunch. It was really off putting when you are trying to eat.
The other boys didn't like her that much, they said that she was trouble but Jay was too love struck to see her true colours. He just sees her as an angel sent from heaven and that butter wouldn't melt In her mouth.
After I ate my dinner I washed all the plates for Noreen as she usually hast to do it and neither Tom or his brother washes them.
After I had finished washing the plates I put them away and I walked into the living room and sat next to Lewis, Tom's brother on the settee and watched whatever they was watching on the t.v.
When the programme had finished I got bored and decided to make myself a cuppa, as the kettle boiled my mind started to wander to Jay again. Why would he lie to me? Why would he tell me that they were just 'friends' when they were actually dating. We was best friends, we told each other everything but yet he lied to me. Max, Siva and Tom knew him longer and Jay had even lied to them about Lauren. Why did he even like her anyway? Her skirt was rolled up about 5 times and she her mascara has thick blobs on it and her eyelashes are stuck together and she isn't even that pretty.
That's when I realised, that I was falling in love with my best friend.
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A/N: I wrote this on my iPhone so sorry if there is any mistakes. I hoped you liked the chapter it wasn't one of my best but at least it's an update. The next chapter will be in Jay's P.O.V (Yay!)
NEXT UPDATE: Sunday/Monday.
Byeeeee❤
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Jay Mcguiness My Angel | Jaythan Au
FanfictionNathan used to be a happy and energetic person that was until his mum and sister died in a house fire. He moved to London to live with his family friend Tom, He meets Jay a person that reminds Nathan of how he was before his mum's and sister's death...
