Jay Mcguiness My Angel | Jaythan Au

Chapter 16

For the rest of the week it would be the same; me running to Jay after I had a nightmare, which was every night. No matter how many times he told me it didn't bother him and that he didn't mind me sleeping in his bed with him I still felt like I was annoying him and I was acting like a 3 year old child that would run to their parent's bed after having a nightmare. That was probably what he thought and he just told me a bunch of lies to not hurt my feelings 'cause he knows how much of a weakling I am.

I always bring my school uniform so I don't have to wake up at like 6:30 and run back home to get changed all the time. Jay's mum didn't mind me staying every night, she was a nice friendly woman just like Jay. I didn't know if Jay had told her why I'm always here, the way she smiled at me was like she knew I have nightmares maybe Jay didn't tell her and it was her motherly instinct.

I spent all day Saturday revising and doing homework, which was quite boring but the sooner I get it done the better. I would of rather of spent this rainy day in bed with Jay, cuddling but we can't always get what we want. I lost my concentration and all my thoughts turned to Jay. Everything I did would always involve me thinking about Jay. I would think about what it'd be like for us to be together. I knew that there was no way that could happen and I was just living of a fantasy but it didn't stop from thinking about him.

I decided to go outside for some fresh air to try and clear my mind of Jay and stop having these thoughts of us being together, living happily ever after. I sighed and hugged myself to keep warm, the cold breeze creating goosebumps onto my skin. This time I didn't enter the park that I usually go in on my walks; I was trying to clear my head with thoughts of Jay not add to them. It made me wonder, what would my life be like if my mum and sister had never of died. I would of never have met Jay or Max or Siva. It would be so much different, although my mother's and sister's death was and still is upsetting I would never of fell in love with an angel. My angel.

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As I waited for the hot water to fill up the bath tub I started to take my clothes off. The wind had gotten more colder outside so I had to cut my walk short but at least I didn't end up losing my mind in my bedroom thinking about Jay. I carefully stepped into the water, the warmth burning my skin which soon subsided as my body got used to it. I lay back and I - again - started to think of Jay. Why couldn't I get him out of my mind? He was all I ever think about, even when I'm at school in a class he's all I ever think about. Suddenly a wave of tiredness hit me like a ton of bricks and I closed my eyes, I figured that I may as well have a little sleep, I was relaxed and comfy I didn't see the harm in just having a little sleep so that's exactly what I did; I went to sleep.

When I opened my eyes I saw that in my sleep I had gone underwater, I quickly sat up and coughed out all the water in my lungs. My lungs and eyes hurt and my heart was beating at a fast pace, what a stupid idea of mine to fall asleep in a bath tub of water well done Nath I'm proud of you.

Of course when you fall asleep you have no control on what your body does so that explains why I was underwater when I woke up as my head was above the water when I fell asleep. I grabbed a towel and dried my body as I stepped out of the bath, pulling the plug out in the process. I got changed into my boxers and pyjamas that I had brought into the bathroom with me to change in afterwards. I walked into my room and lay down on the bed, my eyes didn't hurt anymore but I kept coughing to try and clear my lungs but it wasn't helping. I was still tired but I was scared to go to sleep in case I got another nightmare, I didn't want to run to Jay again but I was afraid that, that is exactly what I was going to be doing.

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A/N: sorry it's so late, this was written on my phone so sorry for any mistakes. I'm going to see the script in 17 days and I'm so excited, if you don't know who they are youtube them. Anyway I have three weeks left before I go back to school and I'm going to be a bit busy and by busy I mean watching episodes of supernatural. I'll find time to write but I don't know when I will update and obviously when I go back to school I won't update as regular 'cause I have exams coming up but I'll always try my best for you guys because you are all lovely and amazing anyway I want to ask you something; would you guys mind if I wrote some smut in a later chapter? It would be my first time writing smut so it wouldn't be very good but it would like to know if you minded.