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I was so glad that the bell had just rang, If I didn't I think I would of blurted out my feelings that I have for Jay to him and that would have been awkward and been the ending of a very good friendship. I shoved my book in my bag along with my water bottle before zipping it back up and running out of the classroom, pushing people that got in my way on the corridor.
Jay was shouting my name, trying to get my attention. I just ignored him, pretending I couldn't hear him over the vociferous crowd of people. Which was partly true, I could only just about hear him over the other students clamming the hallway. When I had reached the music room which was all the way down in the basement, I saw the boys saving a seat for me. I walked over to them and smiled before taking the seat which was next to Max.
A couple of seconds later, Jay walked in. His face was flustered and he was puffing out air from his mouth which caused his curls to fly up and fall back down onto his forehead. He was breathing really heavily, his chest moving in and out quickly and unevenly. I didn't realise that I was checking out Jay until he cleared his throat and started speaking.
"Hey Guys" Jay said, you could tell just how nervous he was. To be honest with you, if Max, Siva and Tom were glaring at me like they are glaring at Jay like they are right now, I would be very nervous. I probably would of shat myself.
He cleared his throat again and swung his arms back and forth nervously before continuing.
"Well, I said this to Nath before. I know I've been ignoring you guys and basically just snogging Lauren right in front of you but I won't do it again and I won't ignore you guys, 'cause frankly I miss spending time with you"
"why have you finished it with the girl then?" Siva spoke up, as the Tom and Max were too busy glaring at Jay to say anything, I doubt they even heard him. I could feel myself almost bursting out into a song and dance even though I can't dance at the thought of Jay and Lauren no more, Maybe then I would have a chance with Jay.
"No I haven't actually, but she isn't in today so I decided to spend today with you guys. My best friends"
Max scoffed. "Oh so when Laurel, or whatever her name is isn't here to satisfact your needs you suddenly remember about your 'best friends' I'm happy you've found someone but I didn't think you would be the person to ditch us like you have" Max rolled his eyes and turned around in his seat. Jay's face fell and he looked down saddly, he looked - almost - ashamed, like it's only just hit him the impact it has had on us on what he has been doing.
"I know, I'm sorry we've been friends for years now. You know me, when I'm truly sorry I am truly sorry please boys don't be like this" Jay tried to offer his innocence but the boys were having none of it. To be honest I think he did look really serious and he genuinely looked ashamed as to what he has done. I would of accepted his apology but to be honest I was still pissed off with him that he had lied to me about Lauren.
He nodded, he knew that none of us were going to accept his apology. I was a little surprised at how soon he backed down at trying to justify himself and his reasons. I kind of felt a little guilty at how sad he looked, I just wanted to walk over to him and give him a hug - he looked like a little child that was denied chocolate cake or sweets - but I refrained and I thought maybe I could speak to him after music.
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Dear Mum and Jess,
How are you guys?
It's almost the end of my second week at school. We had a little bit of a falling out with Jay today because of that Lauren girl. Jay has been ignoring us to be with her and when she wasn't in today he decided to spend the day with us. I found Jay, in the boy's bathroom crying his eyes out because of us, because we were giving him the cold shoulder.
I couldn't stand seeing him upset, I told him how I felt about what happened, I said that I was still slightly annoyed that he had lied to me about Lauren but I said what's done is done now, that's the past and lets look to the future.
I tried talking the boys around but they weren't having any of it, you remember what Tom is like don't you? he's stubborn as a mule that lad. Jay is still sad that the other boys won't speak to him, I mean I would be too, they've been friends for so long. Even before I moved here to London.
Do you think that they will foorgive him eventually? I hope they do, I really do.
I hope that it is nice enough for you up there, you deserve something nice as you both didn't deserve to die.
I Love you both, forever and always.
Nathan x
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A/N: Sorry about this chapter, I live in the UK and the weather is really hot and I can't sleep at night because of it and i've not been feeling well 'cause lack of sleep, I know it's a stupid reason but that's the truth. I did update though earlier than I said so that's good, isn't it?
I have finished for summer so that means I can update more regularly!
Next Update: THURSDAY!!!
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Jay Mcguiness My Angel | Jaythan Au
FanfictionNathan used to be a happy and energetic person that was until his mum and sister died in a house fire. He moved to London to live with his family friend Tom, He meets Jay a person that reminds Nathan of how he was before his mum's and sister's death...
