Cut it! Cut it! Faster!
"Stop! I don't want to!"
It will help you! Come on cut it!
"But I like my hair!" Mia said Angrily. She was staring her reflection in the mirror, trying to control her feelings.
Cut it!
"Ugh!" The head ache was strong than ever. She was holding the white marble, trying not to look at the silver scissors.
Cut it! Cut it!
"Oh god stop!" Mia said as she angrily took the scissors.
"Mia chan~~~~" Juuzou sang as he walked into the bathroom.
"J-Juuzou!" Mia froze and the scissors fell onto the floor.
"Huhhh~? Were you trying to cut your hair?" Asked Juuzou, looking at his silver scissors.
"Well...I-I just wanted to cut the ends..." Said Mia, shaking.
"Oh~! Then why don't you ask me to help you? I'm very good with sharp things!" Said Juuzou and smiled.
"I... thought you will come late... like you always do..."
Stop being pathetic.
"But it's fine, I can do it on my own" Mia didn't even control her words.
"I will do it better then you! You can't do it well when you can't see how it looks at the back" Said Juuzou.
Don't dare.
"It's fine..."
Louder.
"I can handle this"
Stronger!
"Just let me do this ALONE!" Mia yelled.
Juuzou stared at her with his big ruby eyes, trying to understand what was it all about.
"Alone you say, huh?"
Mia froze in her place. 'What does he mean?' She thought.
Answer! Say something rude! Make him go away!
"I...I'm sorry"
Stop! Stop! I will hurt you!
"You can do it... if you want to..." Mia tried to ignore the pain. Juuzou smiled and walked towards her. Before he took the scissors and the brush, he kissed her gently on the neck, where her sweet spot is placed.
That chill made her forget all the pain.
'When this feeling will fade away...' Mia thought as she looked at her pale fingers. 'I'm doing something wrong...'
Stop being a cry baby!
Mia just wanted the voice to go away. She couldn't take it anymore. It was hurting her and the others as well.
"Hooo Finally" Said Juuzou as he walked into the bedroom.
"I've reach to the best part!" He giggled.
"What are you talking about?" Mia asked.
"You will see~" He said before planting a kiss onto her lips.
"J-Juuzou!" Mia moaned into the kiss when his tongue flicking inside's Mia's mouth.
Kiss back! Be dominate!
Mia touched gently the back of his neck, warping her arms around him, letting the kiss wash her.
Not like this!
He lay her down, not breaking the kiss.
'When did he learn to kiss so well?'
Her body was hot than ever, it needed him so much. The passion and curiosity flowing in her veins, sending chills all over her body.
He pressed his body against her, and started move slowly up and down, rubbing her. He broke the kiss and put his lips on her white skin between her shoulder and the neck. He started sucking the spot while still grinding on top of her.
Tell him you need him! Tell him you want it!
But Mia didn't say a word. She was breathing heavily, moaning and trying to focus on what was going on just then.
Her nails deep in his hair, making him feel this strange feeling again.
"I'm going to take you to your peak"
He whispered.
Yes! Faster!
The voice said, and meanwhile, Mia's eyes started to fill with tears.
'I feel like a bird in a cage'
One hand behind his head, the other one is hugging and being a pillow to his Mia. She was sleeping sweetly and peacefully, however, he couldn't. He looked at the ceiling. "It's didn't work" the thought aloud.
"What am I going to do now?" He whispered, looking at his beloved.
"mmmhhmm... what a pain..." He thought.
"Mia chan! You look... different. Is everything is fine?" Asked Saiko.
Maybe it was because her blushy cheeks and warm feeling.
Maybe it was because the pain she went through after not listening to the voice.
The rules were pretty simple;
-Don't do love.
-Don't do friends.
-Don't be too happy or too sad.
-Don't be free.
The list was so long, Mia couldn't even think properly.
Why is Yui doing that? It's hurting, not saving.
Lie.
"I'm fine, what is name of this group Saiko san?" Asked Mia.
"Doodles. Such a funny name ~" Saiko laugh.
Mia sigh and kept walking, it was a cold day, the blue sky was covered with big silver clouds.
"Here we are" Said Mia and walked into the empty area. Right next to the forest was an empty place with only land.
The path on which they are came to its end and was ready to go into the Woods. However, Haise emphasize they don't need to go into the forest.
"Well, I guess they were wrong...~ How disappointing! Com' Mia, Com'" said Saiko.
Don't. They are hiding.
"Mia?" Saiko asked.
You are being watched.
"Get ready... they are watching us" Said Mia, taking out her weapon, the purple blade.
They are moving on saiko from above.
Before a hard metal hit Saiko's head, Mia hit it with her leg and cause it change its direction.
"Mia! Watch out!" Said Saiko, when a big ball hit Mia's chest.
Fight.
Mia turn to meet a group of Ghouls with bloody red eyes.
They all were wearing strange clothes and was running towards the two.
'What...happened...' Mia woke up sitting on something soft.
Saiko's cries woke her up.
"Saiko! Why are you cryi-" But before she could end her sentence, it hit her.
She was sitting on top of an eyeless corpse. A pool of blood was surrounding her. Corpses everywhere. They all were ghouls.
Posthumous silence, together with Saiko's tears woke her up.
It controlled her before she could know.
Take her with you and go.
"Come" said Mia and pulled out her hand to Saiko but Saiko avoided her.
"What happened to you! You all of a sudden... chanced... your... eyes were... green... you looked like a monster!"
'Yui's...eyes...I'm...A...monster...?'
How she dares?! Kill her!
"Mia?" Saiko whispered.
"I-I... I'm A... a... m-monster...?" Mia whispered, not looking at Saiko.
Suddenly its started to rain. Saiko got up and started walking away, leaving Mia to be there.
'It's raining...' Mia thought as she looked up.
Can't you hear me? Come on leave that place already.
But Mia couldn't move.
The rain washed all the blood she was covered in. She was covered in a ghoul's blood.
Looking at the grey sky with her wet eyes...
You will suffer now. Get prepared.
The door opened and Mia walked in the apartment.
"Mia...chan..." Juuzou whispered at the soaking wet Mia. Shut up.
"Shut up" Mia said as she walked into the bathroom and closed the door.
Juuzou stood there, looking at the little puddle Mia created right next to the door.
"I'm sorry" He whispered.
Since then, Juuzou stopped talking with Mia the way he used to talk with her.
He would ignore her when she would talk to him or look at him. She felt so hurt she stopped trying.
Yui made her way to Mia's heart, making her stronger.
"There a war going on in the 11th ward. A ghoul called 'Big armor' and his helpers started a fight against out CCG ghoul investigators. We are going tomorrow to help them before it will be too late. Get prepared." Haise's voice have never been so deep and clear. It was obvious he was worried and something wasn't going well.
It was the last meeting for that day, so Juuzou and Mia was on their way back home.
"Caution so important in such a short time" Mia whispered, but Juuzou acted like he didn't heard anything.
"Oh my Oh my, I'm so hungry~ Should I go to the sweet shop?" Juuozu thought aloud. "I can come with you if you would like to-" – "Oh man it's already 8? So late~".
Mia didn't answer.
"Juuozu... you know I might die tomorrow" Said Mia.
"So?~" He asked.
So?! Kill him!
"I just wanted you to know you are still important to me... just in case something will happened." Mia said. Juuzou looked at her with a blank stare, not saying anything.
It was the most painful thing. She thought she's going to die. She missed his touch; she missed his voice and his hugs. She missed him so much even though he was so close to her.
She felt like she lost him, but worst of all – she lost herself.
