The King Pins Wife

chapter 20

.::Paris::.

"Yall okay?" Linda asked.

Kaiden stormed passed us and headed up stairs. I sighed heavily.

"He asked me to stay, that he wants to watch the kids grow up but I told him I can't" 

She looked at me shaking her head then headed upstairs with my mum behind her.

"Mum, you okay?" Kaydee asked. "Where's dad is he okay?"

I looked at her and the twins and burst into tears. They all rushed over to me and we stood there in a group hug.

.::Kaiden::.

"Man fuck all this shit, it was one mistake" I yelled smashing the bedroom mirror.

"Kaiden calm the fuck down, your kids are down there" Mum said.

Paris's mum ran to me and held me calming me down but nothing was going to calm me down.

"Let me go, just leave me alone" I yelled.

"Kaiden I'm gonna need you to calm down" Mum said helping Miss Garcia.

"Let me go..please"

They both sighed then let go but stood next to the door.

"Kaiden, what happened?" Garcia asked.

"She rejected me, she said she wasn't going to stay, that I wont be able to see my kids" I said clenching my fist.

I cold feel the tears racing down my face but I just wanted to break shit and yell weather or not that my kids are there.

"Fighting and yelling isn't going to solve nothing, that's what's got you in this shit now, you out there getting angry and lashing out, this is the consequences"

I looked at my mum as if she was crazy. I pushed both of them from in front of the door and raced down stairs smashing things on the way down.

"Dad.."Kaydee said looking at me.

I felt like hulk, my sons were looking at me with scared expressions. Kaydee walked towards me and hugged me, hugged me tight. I closed my eyes and just let everything out.

"Come here boys" Kaydee said.

The boys held each others hand then walked over to me. 

"I'm sorry" I said pulling them into the hug.

Paris was standing there crying but I couldn't even look at her right now.

"Give them a moment come" Mum said taking Paris outside.

.::Paris::.

"Paris, you have to compromise" Linda said rubbing my back and handing me some tissue.

"But he gets angry at the smallest things now a days, what if the kids did something and he hits them"

"No matter how angry he gets he would never hit those kids"

I sighed.

"Yall still married, I ain't heard the word divorce from either of yall, although he messed around and tried to find him a new woman, you got his heart and he's got yours, I know there's not a new man in your life"

I shook my head.

"Exactly, I'm not saying you got to sleep with him or be in the same room or none of that but he needs his kids, he's missed 5 years of their lives, is it really fair to take any more years away?"

I sighed knowing she was right.

"Just talk to him, like adults and compromise okay?"

I nodded. She kissed my forehead then walked back inside. In seconds Kaiden was standing in front of me.

"Yeah...right now I don't even wanna look at you let alone talk to you, my mum said I have to be a adult about this but how am I suppose to do that when you left for 5 years, not 5 weeks not 5 days but years, I thought when we let you go that night you would come right back, that we would cuddle and raise the kids together, I don't even go to the trap no more and my missions got cut down to twice a month...for you, the guys suggested I did that so you would come back to a happy home...but instead you left...for 5 years...with my kids, no phone calls nothing, my own mother saw my kids more than I did, I ain't gonna lie, I went to clubs and slept around after 2 years because I wanted that spot to be filled but after the bitch my mum cut off for me I realised that no one can fill that void but you and yo don't even wanna be apart of that or even consider my feelings, I made one stupid mistake laying my hands on you, I started therapy the next day you left trying to prepare for when you come home, I didn't everything to change and you just spat in my face and said no, what kind of bull shit is that?"

By the time he was done talking he was in tears, I've never seen Kaiden break like this. i looked down feeling so guilty. I've broken a man I never thought I would.

"Kaiden..."

"I don't even want to hear it, you know how I feel and I already know how you feel, can you at least let me see them on weekends?"

His eyes were so soft, he was so vulnerable right now. I stood up and looked at him.

"I'm not leaving, I'm not going to take the kids, I will stay, they need both their parents especially the boys" I said wiping my tears.

He just nodded then walked back in the house as if I really meant nothing to him. I sat back down and stared off into the distance finally realising that this was really the end of me and Kaiden.