The King Pins Wife

chapter 17

.::Paris::.

Fuck this marriage. Its been a tough 3months, the boys are a handful, Kaydee is a huge handful and where's Kaiden? Running round from city to city, shooting people getting money selling crap and I'm done. He said he was sorry and he was going to change for me and the kids but instead he changed for the worst. I'm done.

"Kaydee" I called.

"Yes mummy I'm busy" She said.

I looked at her up and down, for a 5 year old she got a hell lot of lip and that's from her daddy hell sure not from me. 

"Busy doing what?" 

"With my brothers and blue watching tv" She said sighing holding her hips.

I raised an eye brow.

"Loose the attitude right now" I demanded.

She begun to pout and her eyes became glossy.

"Daddy...I want my daddy" She cried.

I bit my lip trying not to cry also.

"I'm sorry Kaydee I'm just stressed, you hungry?" 

She nodded wiping her eyes. Just then Kaiden walks in and sweeps her off her feet. 

"Daddy" She said hugging him.

"Why you crying baby girl?" He asked kissing her tears away.

She pointed at me and I just sighed. 

"Check on the boys I will be back" I said running upstairs.

I can't even do it. I can't look after a 5 year old and two 3 month year old babies alone. 

"Paris you in here?" Kaiden called out knocking the bathroom door.

I came out wiping my tears away but they just started up again.

"I'm back for good now, I'm sorry"

"You not back Kaiden you say that every time before you pack a bag and go off again, I can't do this shit alone and if that means getting a divorce and getting remarried to someone that has more time for the kids then so be it" I said.

He pushed me against the wall and gripped around my neck.

"you ain't divorcing me and you sure ain't finding another man to father my kids are you fucking crazy?" He yelled in my face.

"I can't breathe" I whimpered.

"I don't care right now, you in my face threatening me like I'm some fuck boy, I'm out there making money for this fucking family, you never stop complaining or accusing me, since we've had Kaydee that's all you been doing"

"Go find a girl that won't then" I chocked out.

"Hell no bitch, you acting crazy right now Paris I would die for you and these kids and you don't respect that, I'm sick of this shit girl, I swear if i leave angry I wont come back" He spat letting me go.

I gasped for air crying on the floor. 

"Come here Paris" He said calmly.

"No Kaiden get away from me" I cried out. "Your fucking craz, I don't want you near me or the kids fuck you" I said still holding my neck trying to breathe. 

"Paris, I'm sorry come here" he said huffing.

His eyes where glossy and his body trembled. He bet down and piked me up and headed towards the bathroom. He slowly undressed me and then himself before putting on the shower and getting both of us in it.

"I'm sorry for real" He said before kissing my lips.