The King Pins Wife

chapter 38

.::Kaydee::.

I starred blankly through the room window. I couldn't find the courage to go in there.

"I can't do it" 

Aj put his arm around me.

"You don't have to if your don't want to but know I'm here for you" He said before kissing my forehead.

I looked up at my grandma's.

"Baby, he needs to hear your voice" Grandma L said.

I felt tears finding their place in my eyes. 

"Don't cry baby" Grandma G said.

"Can Aj come in with me?" I asked looking back at both of them.

"Sure" They both said.

I looked at Aj and he held my hand. I let out a breathe then pushed the door open instantly crying. I was 13 and knew everything about what was going on, I couldn't take looking at my dad in the condition. He might not be dead but he might as well be. He's hooked up in different places to that annoying beeping machine, his body looked limp and his colour looked faded. 

"Dad" I croaked.

Aj rubbed my back then let go of my hand slowly.

"Ima be right here Kay, just talk to him let him know your here" He said softly.

I watched as he stood beside the door, knowing he was still with me I took the courage I had left and walked towards my dad slowly. 

"Why?" I cried harder.

I held his hand and sat down on the chair beside his bed.

"Why did it have to be you? Why did they do this to you?" I croaked. "If only I knew he wasn't no good for mum I wouldn't have ever let him in but we needed a dad in the picture and you left, you just left us and I needed you, the twins needed you...Ky needed you" I wiped my eyes gently then held his hand again. "I need you now...again, I need you to wake up and pick me up like when I was younger, I need you to take me and blue to the park and get mum angry for not knowing where we was, I need you to kiss mum and tell her you will never leave us again, she's hurting...everyone's hurting, Dre Dre isn't doing so well because we need you, I need you to fight and come back" I said wiping the tears off his face as they feel from my eyes. "I love you dad"

I let out another breathe and caressed my dad's cold face before walking back to Aj.

"You okay?"

I nodded.

"I just need him to rest"

He nodded then held the door open for me.

.::Paris::.

My mum and Kaiden's mum took the kids back to mine while I stayed back with everyone else.

"You got to go speak to him Paris" Precious said.

"I can't" I croaked. "I can't face him, this whole thing is my fault, I can't just take me home" 

She rubbed my back.

"Sis you got to" She said softly. "Kaydee did it now you gottah do it" 

I bit my bottom lip then looked at her.

"Fine, I will" 

She took my hand and we walked down the hall to his room. 

"I will be out here waiting for you when your done okay?" 

I nodded. I looked at the door and pushed it gently finding myself beside his bed on my knees.

"I'm so sorry Kaiden just wake up please, I can't loose you, I need you as much as you needed me please wake up I can't do this alone, I'm selfish I know that now, when you come out I promise we can get married again and have more little Kaiden's running round anything you want I will do, go on your work trips and make us proud but please just wake up"

Precious ran to my aid as I broke down. 

"Come on sis"

"Kaiden please"

His body was so limp but the machine continued to beep. I cried hard into my sister's top as she carried me out the room and back to the waiting room.

"Can we talk please" I croaked to Lydia.

She looked at my sister, Dre then me.

"I'm gonna go talk to Kaiden then we can leave" Dre said lowly before walking off.

"What?" Lydia asked folding her arms.

I looked at her funny.

"Never mind" I spat. "Precious I wanna go home to my kids"

.::Kaiden::.

I thought nothing was going to get worst then hearing Kaydee cry until I heard Paris, I wanted to pick her up off the floor and tell her I'm sorry to let her know I still loved her. I thought this torture was done till I heard Dre's voice.

"Hey man" He said before holding my hand. "I'm waiting for you to pull ya hand back and tell me to quit all this gay shit, man tell me" He said pleading me.

I heard him sniff.

"I want to be strong ya know? For the misses, for Paris, her mum and yours and even the kids but I don't know if I can, you like my rock man as gay as that sounds without you I'm lost bro, you my partner in crime and I need you to open your eyes and say nigga grow some balls but your not" He said lowly.

I felt him dap me.

"Man, I'm giving you a week, if you ain't awake I'm going to break I need you little bro ust wake ya ass up and come be the family man"

I moved my hands but he didn't say nothing he couldn't see it. I opened my mouth but he just looked at me with tears racing down his face. 

"I love you man"

His steps faded and I was alone again.