The King Pins Wife

chapter 26

.::Paris::.

I looked out the window as my mum lectured me, I'm in hospital, ill and getting lectured...really?

"Paris look, I'm sorry for the way I came at you 2 weeks ago, but look you need me now, you can't do this shit by yourself no more, you have a little one you need to think about, you can't just give up Paris" She said looking dead at me.

I could feel her eyes burning holes into me so I slowly looked at her.

"Do you hear me Paris?"

"Whatever"

"Its not a whatever, you thought cutting your self was okay? You have 3 and half children now, What would Kaydee do without her mum as her rock? What would the twins do? And if you died the baby in you would have died too"

"So what your saying again is that I'm being selfish?" I said still looking at her.

She didn't say nothing.

"Look, I'm not saying anything take it as you want it but all this pushing people away and suicidal thoughts is enough now, you've got family and friends out there to support you and you throwing it away, like I said before your the one that called the divorce if you feel like you want to change that be a big woman that I know you can be and speak to Kaiden" She said before leaving the room.

I closed my eyes feeling the tears escape my eyes.

.::Kaiden::.

"How is she?" I asked looking at Garcia as she walked out.

She shook her head.

"I feel as if I'm losing my daughter" She said as she wiped her eyes.

I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her in a hug.

"There's so much we can do, we can't help someone that doesn't want to get helped" I whispered.

She nodded then pulled out the hug.

"Go check on her" She said walking to my mum.

I took a deep breath before walking down the corridor. I stood outside the room debating if I should go in when I heard loud crying. I burst in the room seeing her crying hard into her hands.

"Paris, don't worry I'm here" I said rushing to her aid.

"I'm sorry Kaiden, I can't do this"

"What? What can't you do?"

"I'm ill...now mentally, I know the doctor's told you"

I scrunched my face up.

"They only spoke to your mum, how ill are you? I will take care of you P I promise" I said holding her.

"You can't Kaiden, its done, I'm ill...I'm suicidal and I've been diagnosed with bipolar" 

I rubbed her back biting my lip.

"I mean I'm not even stable enough to take care of my own children" She said crying harder.

"You are, you just need to allow us to help you Paris, I'm not letting you go this quickly, I let you go once already, I'm your rock, I'm here to cater to you only if you let me" I said looking down at her.

She looked up at me then lay her head on my shoulder.

"Fine, just help me Kaiden, I'm sorry, lets start again"

I leaned back so I was looking in her face.

"I'm Kaiden Brown nice to meet you" I said shaking her hand.

She looked at our fingers intertwining then smiled.

"I'm Paris Daniels nice to meet you too"

I smiled then pulled her into me giving her a peck on the lips.

"You mean your Paris Brown" I mumbled. "Remember I got you Paris but we have to work as a team"

She looked u at me caressing my cheek.

"I got you too Kaiden"