The King Pins Wife

chapter 23

.::Paris::.

"We're alone right now Kaiden we need to talk seriously now" I said walking into the room and closing the door.

His back was to me and he was obviously smoking. I sighed walking over and stood in front of him.

"Look at me" I semi yelled.

He looked up, his eyes red and puffy. He wiped his face then sighed.

"What Paris? I'm done talking now there's no point of it, I just wanna spend time with the kids iyte"

"Okay, right now they with Andre and Lydia but tomorrow their all yours iyte?" I asked folding my arms.

He nodded taking another pull of whatever he was smoking.

"You got to d better than this, locking ya self away and smocking ain't gonna do shit for you" I said looking down at him. 

I wanted all of this t change, for he kids.

"Its only one time Paris your being dramatic right now" He said trying to wave me off.

"You look like a joke Kaiden honestly what really happened?" 

"I lost my wife and kids, that's what fucking happened, I lost my family over bull shit" He said raising his voice slightly. "We could have worked shit out"

"Could have?"

"Hell yeah, you think we still together? If so we don't act like it, I rather let you go to be happy if you ain't"

I felt a ting of hurt in my chest.

"So what you saying Kaiden?" I asked not wanting it to be what I was thinking.

He started fiddling with his hands then deep breathing.

"I could don this shit without you Paris you know this, but you don't want to fuck with me no more"

"I just need time Kaiden"

"Paris, you ran off for 5 years, wasn't that enough time?"

I looked down feeling my heart break ever so slowly.

"It...I..."

"Be real with me"

I looked up again seeing him looking dead at me my eyes watered and my heart ached more.

"Go on" He said taking one last pull of whatever e was smocking.

"I started to fall out of love with you..." I said slowly.

.::Kaiden::.

I never knew how much them words were going to hut but once she said them my heart broke and my body went numb.

"I never knew how much them words were gonna hurt me...but they did" I said standing up.

She started crying and I walked over and held her having her hold me tight.

"I want you to love me Paris" I mumbled.

"I can't Kaiden, you lashing out on me scared me, I saw something in you I never thought I would see, during these 5 years my mind told me I loved you but my heart cried out and told me I didn't" She said crying harder. "I'm sorry"

"So what you really telling me?"

She pulled away from my hold then caressed my cheek.

"I'm filling for a divorce Kaiden..."

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The next chapter is gonna be hella long (: be prepared !!!!