The Dream

Chapter 25

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After I did all that I felt ashamed. I let the worst side of me

kill the inner beauty in me. But, I figured, Harry agreed with his fans

, who also wrote to me that I'm fat, solution, I get skinny. I'll try to

 excersise more, eat less. I'll be skinny and then the fans will say nice

 things about me then I'll have Harry back. I miss him so much. (Flashback timeee!!)

When I was at the park, I knew he wanted to tell me something he just

couldn't say it. Did he really do it all because I was fat? Did he

really sacrifice for what we had because of my weight? I guess his

carrier means a lot more than me. I know if I was a singer and my

 fans were hating on us, I would stick together to show we are stronger

 than they think! (Flashback over) I got out of bed. I started to shove my feet

down hard, making loud noises as if I fell. I yelled "Ouch!" I went to the bathroom

 and bandaged my cuts. It was just an accident. "I tripped" I

thought to myself would be a great excuse. I then layed back down, I

 really did feel under the weather, too much crying happened. I guess it got me sick.

*Harry's POV*

(Last night)

I hung up the phone and stared Simon straight in the eye. "How dare you.."

I ran outside of Simon's house to my car. I drove myself and Niall to my flat.

"Man, I'm sorry about your girlfriend." I heard Niall say. "She's not mine anymore.

 It doesn't matter." I parked the car and walked into my flat. I looked to the couch

 we both fell asleep on together. Our first date, was always and will be the best date.

 The touch of her lips was like niagra falls flowing down on me in slow motion. Except,

the falls were'nt really water, it was cotten candy. The smell of her sweet self arousing

 me everytime she left a room, everytime she left a room, she left a scent. She left my heart

 beating faster than ever. I loved her with all my heart. I knew she had gone through so much,

 and I was a douchebag for doing this to her. Making her feel even more. I couldn't damage the

band more than I already have, though. I couldn't hurt the boys I have become to know as my

 brothers. They needed me more then she did. I just wish I could've helped her before this.

 I left the couch and all it's memories in the living room. I stepped into my room and grabbed

 some clothing. "Niall pizza is in the kitchen!" He yelled thanks as I warmed up the shower.

"More thinking. That's all I need." I said sarcastically to myself as I stepped into the water.

I started to shampoo my hair and looked down. Tears filled my eyes. It was all too hard. The band, all

the hate. What did I do to deserve this? I had a beautiful, fun, loving girlfriend and the band got into it.

The band always gets into things. It wasn't my fault. I knew it wasn't but, I still felt bad. I rinsed out the shampoo

and washed my body and exited the shower. I shook my head, so then all the water fell off in driplets, to the floor.

I dried off, put on the clothes I had out for myself and got into bed. I closed my eyes tight for a split second, just to see her beautiful face again.