"Holy fucking shit oh my lord Jesus! She asked me to be her girlfriend! Like what? Me? What? Last time I checked I was the ugliest mother fucker ever, how could I ever be the girlfriend of someone like her??
She is beautiful and smart and funny and so so so incredibly loving and nice and kind and basically waaaayyyyy too nice to me. She makes me feel this special sort of way, and I don't know. I've never felt this way before and I have no idea what it is really. I think I like it... I know I like her.
I'm just so nervous around her and scared, I don't know why. I feel like she doesn't really like me and now is just waiting for the right time to leave. I feel horrible saying that, but I'm scared. I really like her and I don't want her to leave me. I haven't been able to kiss her yet, once again I'm too scared to. I want to. I want to make her happy and feel loved and wanted and all warm and fuzzy inside. She is loved and wanted.
I'm all so new at this, I honestly have no idea what I' doing and I'm scared to mess up and ruin it. That's why I'm scared at least; I don't want to mess up.
I'm not going to though, I'm going to take it safe and slow with her. The way she makes me feel is amazing, and so I'm going to duplicate it for her."
Authors Note :
My actual thoughts right now, and surprisingly, this isn't the same person as the Girls/Girls/Boys story... I have no idea how I'm gonna tell this all to the person in the Girls/Girls/Boys story... honestly I have no idea what I'm gonna do with any of this. The girl in the Girls/Girls/Boys story, I felt a lot... safer(?) with her. She was more comforting. And now my girlfriend here, I dont know, it's completely different... (I'm comfortable with polyamorous relationships, so please dont think I'm being a bad person or something, I don't know how to word this...) But honestly, please help me... if you have words of wisdom please help and comment, or like just read the story and yell at me to update... both are appreciated
ALSO FUCK YEAH FOR THE TITLE!!! AVRIL LAVIGNE WAS MY PRE-TWEEN LIFE!!
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