Save Your Life| l.t.

Chapter 31: Moving Out

Sorry this took forever but I'm trying to get the plot worked out.  I start class up on Monday so updates will turn out to be once a week probably.  But I will make sure the chapters are good quality so I hope this year turns out good for all of you! 
On another note.  One of my blogs on Tumblr is receiving a lot hate, because of the topic.  Lets be honest for a moment.  It's not the happiest place on earth, but it's mine.  All I do is tell people to be positive and love themselves.  But people don't get that.  They see content and they hate it, but to find the content they have to search for it.  Moral of the story ifs if you don't like something don't go searching it out, and unless someone is being completely obnoxious and rude against you specifically, there is no need to be an ass.  Thanks.  

Anne POV

I shove clothes, shoes, and other objects into my bag as Louis helps me pack up. The boys have an interview tomorrow in Chicago, and I'm going despite Elisa begging me. Jessi is joining us for a few days until Maura returns to Mullingar. She is sitting on my bed playing with Clyde and a stuffed bunny. I watch her as I pull my makeup into the bags and then sit on my desk chair. I touch the rings I have on a chain, and my mum's last letter to me. My own suicide note lays on the desk where Elisa returned it. I read it once before shoving it in my drawer.

"Hey Louis," I mummer. He makes an affirmative noise. "What's the number of your tattoo artist in Chicago?" I ask softly and he places a hand on my shoulder.

"What are you getting?" he asks and I point to the last lines of the letter from my mum. He nods and then squeezes my shoulder. "Where?" he asks and I turn and hold my arm up and trail a finger along my bicep. He nods and kisses my mouth quickly after Jessi giggles.

"Are you guys married?" She asks and I can't help the small smile that forms on my mouth. He chuckles and then speaks.

"Not yet love. But maybe one day." He says and kisses my mouth again softly. She giggles before speaking again.

"Anne, can I keep the bunny?" She asks and I look at the stuffed animal. Tears try and surface but I push them down. I move to sit next to her and take it from her pushing one ear over its head.

"Jessi... this was from my mummy. I don't want to give it up. But we will go to your mummy and daddy's house and get some of your things." I say and she smiles.

"Can I take my baby doll?" She asks and I nod with a small smile.

"You take anything that's yours." I say and she giggles. The door open's and Liam walks in with Zayn and Perrie. Zayn fiddles his fingers and then speaks softly.

"Perrie and I are leaving for LA today. The paps are focusing in on why we are here and some of the fans are starting things. Modest tried to call me and just... it's for the best. But if you need anything mates just call me." He says and Jessi scrunches her nose.

"So Perrie is leaving too?" She says and Perrie sits next to her and kisses her hair.

"I have to darling, Zayn and I are getting married in three weeks, and we need to have everything under control for that date. But you can come to the wedding. Maybe we can have you be a flower girl." She whispers as if it's a secret. Zayn chuckles and rubs his bald head before speaking up.

"You know it wouldn't be a bad idea." He says and Jessi squeals as Perrie tickles her. He looks to me and then hugs me tightly.

"Stay strong kiddo. If you need anything call me. I'll do what I can." He says and I nod and he hugs me one last time before embracing Liam. They walk out and I take a deep breath. Louis sits next to me before sending Jessi out to let Harry know we are ready to go. When she leaves he kisses my mouth and I can't stop the way my body relaxes. He chuckles as he moves his mouth to my neck and leaves sweet kisses there. He smiles against my neck and my fingers play in his hair. He pulls his body away from mine and kisses my hair.