My Sad Endings

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~The Real Reason~

No one knows the real reason. No one knows why I did it, but me and possibly my mom. But soon the whole school will find out. Find out why I had killed myself. It's sad to think when your bullied no one cares. My mom never cared, my friends never cared, no one cared, but now they will care.

I know it shouldn't have been the answer, but when no one wants you, you kind of want to die and that is what I did. I chose to leave.

~Bullies P.O.V~

I've been trying to find Tamara, but for some reason, I couldn't. My name is Jessa. I'm one of Tamara's bullies. No one knows why I bully her. I do it, because secretly I wanted to be her friend, but I didn't want to lose my reputation of being popular. No one really liked Tamara. She was crazy, weird, and outgoing, but a lot of people are like that. I guess being popular was important to me.

"Good day student's. I would like you all to head over to the gym. We have an important assembly." I start heading over with the other students. I still tried to see where Tamara was, but I couldn't find her. Maybe she's sick. Or skipping, because of me. I felt guilty for everytime I hurt her, but I didn't want to lose my "friends".  I enter the gym and sit next to my friends talking about stuff.

"Hello everyone. Welcome to our important assembly. Now I bet your all wondering why I gathered you guys here today. Yesterday we lost a student. She was an amazing person. Her mom had sent us a video of her last hours here before what we called committing suicide. Tamara was a young and beautiful girl. She was full of life, she was nice, caring, never judged, and loved life. Today we will be watching a video that sh had given her mom to give to us to watch. So please be respectful and watch."

I sit back and could feel the emotions building inside me. She killed herself. And I was probably the cause of it. I look at the screen and a video appears. Tamara was looking at the screen. I could tell she had been crying.

"Hi everyone it's me Tamara. I'm here, because your probably watching this video, because the principal made you. I don't want you guys to think I wasn't happy. The truth is I was happy, but not all the time. I was bullied. Bullied for being myself and I didn't understand why. I faced it everyday, cried to myself in the bathoom, and cried when I got home. Sorry I'm getting teared up again. Anyway back to what I was saying. I was all alone. It seemed like no one liked me. It seemed my friends didn't care. I told them what was happening, but they looked at me and said okay. I didn't get why my mom did the same. She just said to suck it up and deal with it or go to someone. I did, but they said to try to talk with the person and that didn't work either. I was alone, but that didn't stop me from being "happy". I put on a smile for some of the teacher's who actually liked me. But now I'm here today. Telling you the reason why I did this. I did it, because I believed if I was gone no one would care. And so my bullies didn't have to put up with me. Well you got your wish I hope your happy.

My name is Tamara. And this was The Real Reason."

I killed her. I killed the person who I wanted to be friends with. I could hear crying around me and I could feel tears streak down my cheeks.

~I didn't really like this one, but I tried. I'll try to update soon. I'm just busy with school and all. It's my Senior year so I got to do a lot of work. Anyway hope you enjoyed this chapter. Comment, Vote, or Share. Stay Beautiful!!!!

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