My Sad Endings

~Never Meant to Happen~

Dear Love,

I know your probably wondering why I left this note. Before what happened I never meant to leave this letter. I thought about it, but I guess since I didn't say goodbye this would be it. I never wanted to leave you and make you sad. I was doing this for me. I still love you and I hope you'll be able to find some girl to love again. Another reason I left was everyone was always targeting you. We were both girls who were in love. I never was bullied for loving you, but you we're. I guess it all came back onto me on the reason why they did it. I was causing you pain and I never wanted that.

My mother once told me that it's okay to love who you want to love. I grew up knowing that it's okay to be yourself. I believe you will find someone who will stay and make the pain go away. I know what I did was horrible, but seeing you hurt also made me hurt. I left a note like this to the people who hurt you to know that it shouldn't matter what gender you like, love is love. I also left a video on the t.v. If you watch it it'll explain something. Just read and know that this never meant to happen.

I love you Nicole!!

Sincerely,

Myla

I could feel tears stream down my cheeks. She killed herself so people wouldn't hurt me anymore. I know what she did was horrible, but even though she's gone I'll love her. I turn the t.v. on and watch the video she left for me and probably the other's. I sit back and watch as Myla shows up on the screen.

"Hi everyone, if your watching this then you got my letter. Before doing this I thought a lot about it. Wondering if I should do it or not, but then I also thought, if I was gone no one would hurt Nicole. Before what I'm gonna do I'm gonna tell you all something. I love Nicole. She's the sweetest person you could or will ever meet. She's really caring. She loves meeting people and becoming their friends. That's how it started out with her and I. We we're really good friends and then we got together and God how I love her. She'll always be my first love. But I also want to say is that if your against this cool for you, but you don't have to be a prick about it. We're the same people. We didn't change, we like the same gender, but we're still the people we were born. Before I leave I also want to tell Nicole that you were the only person besides my friends who accepted me for me and didn't care if I was weird, because there's no such thing as normal. I hope you guys think about how you treat people because what you say can really hurt someone.

I'm Myla Jones and this is the last time you'll be seeing me."

I was full on sobbing now. My knees up to my chest, my face buried in my knees, and my heart breaking.

"I'm so sorry Myla. None of this was your fault. I don't know what I'm going to do without you," I said out loud to no one, but just me.

~Future~

It has been 20 years now since Myla killed herself. I see her everywhere. In my dreams, the field outside of my house. I didn't move on like she wanted me too. I felt like if I dated someone it would feel like I was cheating on her.

I sit in my chair and look outside. It was sunny and the flowers were blooming. I smile as I remembered that Myla loved flowers. I grew roses, they were her favorite. As I look around outside I could see a faint body figure standing near the flowers. As I look closer I could see it was my love. And she mouthed something that made me cry and feel happy.

"I love you," was the last thing she said before she vanished waiting for me to go with her and begin a new life where no one judged us because of our sexuality.

A place where I could love her again.

~Well this turned out good. I just thought of it and started and BAM!! Story. Well I hoped you enjoyed this chapter. Comment, Vote, or Share. Stay Beautiful!!!!