My Sad Endings

~Not About Angels~

I watch as she opened her eyes weakly. She looked around confusingly. When she looked at me she smiled.

"Hey," she said in a weak and cracking voice.

"Hey beautiful. How you feeling?" I ask her. I could feel tears in my eyes, but I didn't let them fall.

"Sore. I just want the pain to end," she told me. I nodded. Her cancer has gotten worse.

"I want dad," she said. I nod and went to get my husband, who came back with me to see his daughter.

"Hi beautiful. How are you feeling?" He asked her.

"Tired. Mom asked me the same thing," she told him with a smile.

"I bet she did. I'm gonna go get a doctor for you okay? And then we can talk." She nodded and watched as he left to get a nurse or doctor.

"Mom?" I turn to look at my beautiful daughter. I could see pain in her eyes. I knew we didn't have long before she went. I could feel tears in my eyes again.

"Yes?" She motioned me to come over and I did.

"There's something under my bed for you and dad. I made it myself. Can you get it?" She asked me. I nodded and pulled out her computer. She had me get onto it and click on a powerpoint. I click play and watched as her name came across the screen. Music started to play.

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to dance this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give... me up

How unfair, it's just our luck
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give... me up

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

It's not about, not about angels, angels

I watched as pictures came up with the music. When she was a baby, a toddler, a little girl, and a teenager. I smile and felt tears slide down my cheeks. I continued watching until I got to the last slide. It was a video of her. I press play.

"Thank you mom and dad for being there every step of the way. I know I might be gone but I'll always be alive in the air around you. And I promise to watch over you two. I love you guys."

The video ended and I looked back at my daughter. Her eyes were closed and I got up and shook her a bit.

"Honey? Baby are you awake?" I felt for a pulse, but I got nothing. That's when I knew she passed away watching the video with me and I didn't notice.

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I sit in my chair and stared out the window. After her death I had became depressed. I couldn't stand going into her room without crying. I couldn't think about anything. A lot of things reminds me of her.

"Mom?" I sit up from my chair and looked around. I knew that voice.

"Angel?" I could hear laughter from outside. I go out and looked around, but couldn't see anyone.

"To the garden." I gasp. It sounded just like her voice. I walk to my garden to see the flowers had grown and they were beautiful. I saw a figure standing in the middle and I couldn't help myself from crying. My daughter looked healthy and happy again.

"I miss you baby." I see her smile.

"I miss you too mom."

And that's when I knew I had to move on for my daughter. She was finally happy and pain free. She was in the air around us. And sometimes when you pass by our house you could see a 14 year old girl playing in the garden.

~So I finally updated. I know I took forever, but when I was writing this Wattpad deleted the first version so I had to come up with a different story line. Anyway hope you enjoyed this. Comment, Vote, or Share. Stay Beautiful!!!!