My Sad Endings

~First Time Seeing You.~

I walked down the grass pathway. Graves were splattered over the field and I was walking to the one that would hold my daughters coffin. Last month she passed away from cancer. She was my everything, she always made my life better, she was always there.

I could see the chairs that were set up and the coffin. It was white and decorated with her name on it. My mom and dad were talking to my brother and husband. My mother sees me and walks over.

"Hi honey. Everyone is here. The priest was waiting for you," she said. I nod and walk over to her casket. My husband Mike looked like he was trying to hold back tears. My eulogy for her was in my hand. A picture of her was on a stand to show how beautiful she was, is.

"Welcome. Today we say our goodbye to a young lady named Ana. Would anyone like to say anything before Mrs. Smith gives her speach?"

Some people talked about her. A lot of stories were beautiful and there was some crying. Especially from my husband when he gave his speach, and now it's my turn.

"My daughter, was absolutely the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. When I became pregnant with her I was the happiest I had ever been, besides being with my husband. Ana was diagnosed with cancer at the age 3. She wasn't suppose to make it to 19, but she did.

The moment my daughter was born I cried. It wasn't because of pain or unhappiness. But I got to hold this baby, my first born, for the very first time. She was so tiny, born 6 weeks before her due date. She was so strong. She was the strongest person I'll ever know. Even now, as I speak I know that she is strong.

She lost her battle to cancer last month on the 1st of September. Her cancer ended up taking her lungs which caused her to stop breathing while she was sleeping, good thing was she didn't feel any pain. Ana was my everything and it isn't going to be the same. She isn't dead, no, she's not there in that casket, that is her host. She is now in the air around us, running, playing, being able to do things she was never able to do before.

Although it may seem like she isn't here, just remember she'll always be here, in your heart. Ana, thank you for giving me the best life as a mother. I'll always be your mom no matter what. I love you."

I feel a tear fall from my eye as we lowered her coffin into the ground.

Goodbye for now, Ana.

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