My Sad Endings

~Goodbye Bryan~

I walk into the hospital. Hospitals always have that off look to them. So to say I was scared of hospitals, but I was here for a reason. My boyfriend. He was in a car accident and they didn't give me exact good information on what happened to him.

"Excuse me are you busy?" I ask the lady who was behind the front desk. She looked up at me and smiled.

"Of course not. How can I help you?" She asked. My throat tightened and tears brimmed to my eyes.

"Is Bryan James available for visitor's?" I ask her. She put up a finger to tell me hold and looked through her computer.

"Ah yes. He just got out of surgery. He's in the ICU, but I guess their allowing visitor's for some reason," she told me. I walk away and go find the ICU which wasn't to far from the main lobby. I walk into the beeping filled room and found Bryan.

"Are you a visitor?" A nurse asked.

"Yeah. I got a call not to long ago. Am I allowed to go in?"

"Yes. We're letting as many people see him before he goes," she said. I wonder what she meant by that. I shrug it off and walk inside. You couldn't really tell it was Bryan. His face was covered, but his eyes and lips, and nose. I sit in a chair and take a hold of his hand which still looked normal. His other was completely covered and I couldn't see his hand.

"Stella?" I turn from my chair to see Bryans parent's.

"Hi guys," I said. I could see tears in their eyes and they sat on the other side of him.

"Did any of the nurses tell you?" His mom asked me. I looked at her in confusion.

"What are you talking about?" I ask. She sighed.

"His doctor says that he doesn't have much time to live. He was bleeding internally on the inside of his brain. They got it to stop, but he lost so much. He's on life support in a deep coma that he won't wake from. We decided we were going to pull it."

My whole body froze and tears fell quickly down my cheeks. I look at his covered face.

"I'm so sorry Bryan."

"We're gonna go, but since you are his girlfriend we were wondering if you would like to pull the plug or just be here?" His dad asked me. I looked up at them.

"I will. I'll do it. For him," I said. They have me kisses on the cheek before they left. I sat back down on my chair and looked at Bryan.

"Hey Bryan I know you can't hear me, but I just wanted to say this. I love you so much and you were the best boyfriend I've ever had. Not to mention my first boyfriend. I remember we were best friends at first and then I got feelings for you and so do you. I'll never forget you Bryan. I love you." I kiss his hand and quietly walk out of the room and put of the hospital going home to prepare for tomorrow. My mom was home and was in the kitchen. She must've heard me, because she stopped whatever she was doing and walked over to me.

"How you doin?" She asked. I shake my head and she pulled me into a hug. I cried and held tightly to her.

"We're pulling his plug tomorrow," I said sobbing. She stroked my hair.

"I know honey. I'm sorry. I truely am. But you guys are doing the right thing. He won't suffer anymore and he'll know it was for a good reason. Go get ready dinner is done." I head uostairs and change into something more comfortable and come back down. We ate in silence. When I finished I walk back upstairs and went to bed. I dreaded tomorrow.

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When I woke the sunlight blinded me and I sleepy sat up in my bed. I suddenly remember today was the day. I decided I would wear what I wore on my first date with him. I refused to wear a dress so I wore somewhat of a dress. It was long sleeved with lace, it ended right above my knees, and it was open on the back. I put on my converse. I did not want to wear flats or heels. It actually looked pretty good when I tried them on with it. Of course I wore no socks. I my hair in a side pony tail and went downstairs.

"Morning honey. Wow you look beautiful. Why are you dressed up?" My mom asked.

"I decided to wear what I wore on the first date Bryan and I had," I told her. She smiled and let me go. The walk wasn't far. We lived close, because my mom worked at the hospital. When I got there I almost didn't go in, but I did and found his family, siblings, and friends. We walk to his room and found his parents talking to him. He looked the same like yesterday. When they looked me they smiled.

"You're wearing what you wore on your guys' first date," his mom said. I nod. Everyone got to say their goodbyes to him and I waited. A nurse came in and showed me where the plug was. When I was ready I could pull it. But I wasn't ready I wasn't ready to let him go, but I needed to do this for him. I walk over to him and kissed his lips. They were the same ones I kissed yesterday morning before he left for work.

"I love you Bryan." I give a tug and the plug was unplugged. It sounded pretty normal, but what got me was when his monitor was slowing down and his hear rate was slowly going to zero. When the line when flat I couldn't take it anymore. I fell to the ground and started crying. His mom kneeled down and took me in her arms.

"He's in a better place now."

Today is the greatest day I've ever known. Can't live for tomorrow. Tomorrow's much to long. I burn my eyes out. Before I get out. I want it more.  Then life could ever grant me.

~Well there's the first sad ending I came up with. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Comment, Vote, or Share. StayBeautiful!!!!