Chapter 10- Can't Take It

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Selina's PoV

The moment he stepped foot out of his bedroom door, I smelt his scent mixed with hers. Yet the sweat, I knew it was coming from her, as he looked fresh out of the shower. I didn't look in his eyes, I just took a look at her then turned on my heels.

Ever since then I've been making out with James whenever I sense Luka near. I'm also flirting with his pack members. I wanted to show him I didn't care for him, but deep down I obviously did.

He kept rubbing everything in my face, having another two girls this week. I felt sick as I would see them coming out of his room, the smell that would come off of them. It made me hate him even more, yet my heart broke more each time. I was thankful the rooms on this floor were all soundproof, so you couldn't hear what was going on inside the rooms.

I have put on a front all week, as I watch him with different girls. Yet at night, I would let the tears fall silently. I thought I could do this but yet again I thought wrong, as I always do.

(James) "Yo Princess, are you alright?" I hadn't heard him come in, I guess I was deep in thought. I have being wanting to tell James and Connor what's being going on, but I'm afraid that they will make me be with him. Yet I need to let it all out, it's only been a week and I feel like I'm losing myself slowly.

(Me) "Not really James. I wish I could tell you how I truly feel and what's going through my mind but I can't."

"Hey, you know I'm here for you sweetheart, and you can tell me anything. After all I wouldn't be your best friend if you couldn't." I guess he's right, I just hope he won't tell my brother or anyone for that matter.

"I know James, I guess you better lock the door so nobody can come in or hear, as you're not going to like what I'm about to say."

With that he locks the door and walks back over to me, sitting me on his lap before I start to tell him what's going on.

"I know now you wont like it, but I guess you should know. I've found my mate James."

"What? That's good news isn't it?" I shake my head no as he tries to understand why. "Who is he? Baby Girl, you can tell me."

"James, my mate is no other than Mr. player, soon to be alpha, Luka Troy himself. All week I have watched him with other girls. I have seen 2 different girls coming out of his room smelling of sex. I've seen him carry her out in his arms. All I can do is sit back and watch him. It's killing me James, even though the mate bond isn't fully connected. We never made eye contact or touched each other, but it still hurts, all of it. Yet it's only been a week, a week James." I couldn't help but break down in his arms. This was the first time I had opened up about finding my mate and what he was doing.

"Shh shh it will be alright, Princess. I promise, we will work this out together. I will always be by your side Selina, you're my best friend."

"I know, you also have to promise not to tell a soul."

"I won't, I swear. But please, for me stay strong. Why don't we kick some arse and make him regret it all, show him what he is missing. What do you say, we get the girls to give you a makeover.

"Sure, why not?" I mean I guess it couldn't hurt, right.

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