The alpha player I'm his Luna (unedited)

Chapter 18- Confronting

Pic of the Luna Moon's pack house

Luka's PoV

I was hanging out with the twins, while all the teenagers were dancing and enjoying the party. As for the adults, they were all out back enjoying themselves.

Getting up, I make my way onto the dance floor and start to dance with one of the girls from my pack. As I was dancing with the girl in front of me, I felt the sparks and tingles on my back. Although the touch wasn't there for more than a second I had still felt it. I knew who it was without even turning around. But, no sooner had I turned around. I wish I hadn't. I saw Selina dancing with James, his hands all over her body. She was dancing all over him, rubbing herself up on him.

James looks up, sensing my eyes on them. As he looks my way, I see he has an evil smirk on his face, as if he knew that his hands were all over what's mine. I couldn't help the growl that escaped my lips, causing him to laugh to himself. He then placed his head into her neck, making her smile at him.

That was it, I had lost it. I couldn't watch anymore. I stormed past them, not caring about bumping into people as I made my way out of the room. I needed to calm down and fast, before I did something I would regret. grabbing one of the bottles I made my way to one of the many rooms on the ground floor.

All the while, fighting my wolf as he tried to take control. But I was losing slowly to him. I had to think fast before he took over, and wouldn't give me back the control. That's it, the wolfsbane in my father's office. Quickly making my way there, using my wolf speed. I pull it out and inject myself, using the right amount. I knew this amount would not hurt me, but calm my wolf and make him sleep for a while.

This isn't the first time I have had to do this. My wolf is very hard to control when he is pissed off, and all he wants is blood. The first time my wolf fought for control he had won, he wouldn't give me control back for days. He had tried to kill one of the visiting alphas for being disrespectful to Casey. My father's warriors had to hold me down and put me in a holding cell, until my wolf gave me control. Ever since then, my father had told me that if I felt like I couldn't get him under control I should use at least a small dose, to put him to sleep.

Walking out my father's office, I saw Selina walking towards the bathroom. Using my wolf speed I reached the door just before she could shut it. Shocked that someone had stopped her from closing the door, I used that against her and walked in closing the door behind me, and locking it.

"What do you want, Luka?" she asked still trying not to look at me.

"Oh you know what I want, look at me please Selina." Shaking her head no, I take her chin in my hands, letting the tingles and sparks fly throughout our bodies. I lift her chin to make her eyes meet mine. As our eyes met it was like we were both frozen in time. It was like it just us, and nothing else mattered anymore.

She pushed my hand away, turning, as tears slipped out of her eye. She wrapped her arms around herself.

"Are you happy now? Thanks to you, now the mate pull is at it's fullest. Not only will I have to feel your dirty little sessions, you have going on. No, I will have to hear your every thought." I could hear the hurt in her voice as she spoke.

"You're kidding me, right? These last two weeks it was you who has ignored me, stayed away from me. Yet just because of my rep, you never once gave me a chance. Never once did you stop to think that just maybe, if we got to know each other that maybe, I wouldn't of done what I have these last two weeks. Fuck Selina, I can't stop thinking about you, even when I was fucking them I was thinking of you. No, I didn't want a mate but from the moment I saw you that changed. Yet you ignore me, you, not me. So who's the one  playing the real games here Selina?"

She didn't say anything, she just stood there with her back to me. I could smell the salty tears on her face, I so badly wanted to hold her. Yet I didn't want her to think I was forcing myself at her.

"Just leave."

"No." Fuck, I can't take this anymore. I walk over to her and wrap my arms around her. Although at first she tries to fight it, after a minute she sighs, before she stops fighting.

"I can't take it anymore, Luka. All this, it hurts too much. I thought I could be brave, I thought I could ignore it all. But now, it shows I can't do it. Please, you can't do this to me anymore, you have to stop it or reject me. Luka, please. If you have a heart in you, then please. My heart can't take it anymore, the pain, the heartbreak. It's all too much, just make it stop, Luka. I already feel like I'm losing myself with all this, what's going to be next, another ends up pregnant with you child? I can't sit back, feeling the pain, seeing you with them, sleeping with them. So please accept, and wait for me, or reject me and let me go." Her sobs break my heart, I know I was hurting her. But I had no idea how much I was breaking my one true soulmate.