The alpha player I'm his Luna (unedited)

Chapter 34-for the twins

Selina's PoV

It was all to much I felt every minute of the whole hour my chest being ripped apart, struggling to breath my body on fire as he went and did it again, I could probably guess who with I didn't need to be told.

All I have done since the moment he walked out is cry I knew he called the pack to the party room to party I heard it all until I block him out completely.  Just then I'm brought out of my thoughts as someone knocks on the door I didn't think anyone would be still up its like 3am

(D)" Luna are you ok" I didn't answer him I didn't want to nor did I want to talk about it to anyone for that matter, I knew Luka would of sent him as I blocked him after he said that he was sorry and forgive him as well as feeling his emotions.

I knew I was stuck here no matter what I was the packs Luna and I wouldn't let this get in the way I would put on a brave face while being around them even if they could all feel my emotions and it upset them.

"Selina sweetie it's Rose open up and let me in I know your upset sweetie but please I just want to makes sure your ok" great send the mother like that's going to work.

The tears continue to flow down my face as I sit on the sofa near the fire place, I sensed Luka in the room with me great stupid teleport.

"I know you know I'm here Selina you can't ignore me forever"  can't I we will see.

Opening up my link so he can hear my thoughts so I don't have to look at him or talk to him, I let my feelings be known through  it.

"Please Selina I know I've messed up big time, but it's not just us no more please" begging is not going to help him not this time

"Fine be like you are, but don't think for one moment that you are taking our unborn babies away from me, I may have walked out earlier yes I was shocked scared and stupid just thinking about myself that doesn't mean I don't want my babies that are now growing inside you"

"Funny ain't it how now your standing here begging me to not take your unborn children away from you, yet you still went and slept with her knowing you had one chance, just one chance and I was gone, though I will not turn my back on the pack now I am Luna,nor will I take your unborn babies away from you that wouldn't be fair to neither of them"

"Thank you" putting my hand up to stop him before he could say any more.

"As for me and you we will act normal around the pack but as off now will we no longer be sharing the same bed, you can neither stay in this room and I will move back to my old room or you can go back to whatever room you fucked her in now leave me alone"

"Please Selina you cant do this I need you just like you need me"

"No I stop needing you when you was down there drinking and before you fucked her just like you didn't need me the moment you walked out that door and fucked her as if it was nothing"

"I've said I'm sorry and I know that will never be enough but please find it in you to forgive me Selina we are Having twins together we can't stay like this forever"

"I said leave Luka don't make me use my power on you" I'm hurting to much to even care any more I just wanna be left alone what don't people get.

"Fine just know I'm sorry Selina i truly am sorry I will stay in my other room on the underground floor until you are ready to talk" using his teleport he leaves.

I know I won't be getting any sleep tonight I just couldn't think straight the tears wouldn't stop flowing. How was I going to stay in the same house as him without breaking down every time I see him.

I was only staying here for my unborn twins and the pack. I knew the twins need they father even as a baby as for the pack they needed they Luna I swear to put them before myself and that is what I'm going to do.

As for me and Luka I don't know if we can even come through  this. As he pushed me away for good I don't know, I love him with all my heart but could I forgive him.

"What do you do, when the one who breaks your heart,is the only one who can fix it" i say to him in the link knowing he could hear me but not reply back to me.

It was true what do you do when the ones we love breaks our hearts but yet they are the only ones who could fix it again. I knew deep down I would have to forgive but until then he would have to suffer for what he had done and until I could bring myself to forgive him.