The alpha player I'm his Luna (unedited)

Chapter 33-messed up

Ultrasound of twins 😘

Lukas PoV

I didn't know what to do after Selina told me she was pregnant with twins, I mean we are still only young and we haven't being together that long I wanted to enjoy ourselves before we had kids. Goddess we had being so careful but I guess not enough.

I can feeling Selina emotions through the link but I need time to myself I needed to think but yet I can't even do that right now fuck I hate this.

"Teens party in the party room where the bar is" I say in the pack link knowing that all the teens will be here any minute.

I turn the music one putting it loud turn all the lights out only leaving the disco lights on before pouring myself a glass of whiskey just then everyone starts to fill the room.

(Dean)"hey man whats with all of this its not like you"

"It's none of your business"

(Dean)" wow chill man I was just asking"

(Gavin)" ok what's crawled up your arse today"

"Nothing just leave it and let me have fun" with that I make my way over to Tina and start dancing with her, letting her rub herself up again myself as we dance.

For the last few hours I have downed at least ten bottles of beer, ten glasses of whiskey and goddess know how many shot, best thing about being a lycan you don't get drunk easily.

All the pack had now left and gone to bed leaving just me Tina and the twins.

(G)" yo Luka are you going to tell us what all this was about tonight, you haven't done anything like this since you got with the Luna"

"Just leave it please will you Gav i don't wanna talk about it"

(D)" come on Luka we are your best friends and yet you can't tell us"

"Right about now no I guess maybe some other time I will but right now I have some thing I need to do"

Getting up I pull Tina with me then walk out to go into the bedroom I had made on this floor for myself just for time like this.

Walking into the room with Tina I close the door then within second I'm on Tina kissing her roughly before lifting her dress up and pulling her throngs down, all the while she is undoing my jeans slipping them down.

Before I knew it I was slamming myself into her, pounding myself into her core roughly against the wall making her moan and scream my name as we fuck each other, until we both come undone collapsing on the floor together.

After a while Tina gets up and leaves without saying a word knowing that this here should never have happened. Picking myself up of the floor I walk into the bathroom stripping out of my clothes then stepping into the shower washing alway her smell and the smell of sex off me.

I hated myself for what I had just done but my heads in bits I can't even think straight. I can feel her emotions and right now I know I had caused her more pain.

"I'm so sorry please forgive me" I say in the link tears in my eyes even though she won't answer me she simply just blocks me out.

I have know idea how we will get though all this or if we ever will what I had just done messed things up more than anything else.

As I lay on the bed my thoughts are with Selina she had completely blocked me out I couldn't feel her emotions couldn't hear her thoughts,it was killing me. If only I had just stayed by her and not run when she told me none of this would be happening right now.

"Dean can you check on the Luna please"

"Sure" I'm surprised he hasn't had a go at me knowing what I had done with Tina. If anyone was to tell me how it was it was the twins, that's what I liked about them even if sometime I didn't like what they said I knew they were right.

"Luka I ain't going to get involved in this but what you have done is not right. The Luna is in your room crying she won't even let anyone in"

"I thought  as much man I fucked up, see if she lets my mum in please"

"Will do"

I try to push myself into Selina's mind but it's no good she won't have none of it, I know I could teleport to our room but I know she needs time.

"LUKA TROY what is going on why is my daughter-in-law in bits in your room and yet your no where to being seen" my mother yells at me in the link

"Look mum I messed up ok please it's bad enough she's hurt and won't let me in her mind can you please just comfort her"

"Don't you think I would if I could but she is so upset that she won't let anyone in"

"I will teleport into the room and let you in give me five ten minutes I'll be there"

Guess it's time to face the music.