The Destiny of the Pink Ninja

Chapter 62: Trust

Jay's P.O.V.

I ruined it, and I don't know why? Everything was so fast, Nya tripped, I tried to catch her, to prove her that we can still be friends, but then she began to pull me down and then, her head smashed against mine and Paty walked in. Zai and Cole end up just staring knowing as much as us of what happened. Then she left.

5 days later
What I said in the interview was 100% true, the idea of being without her keeps killing me. And she haven't talk to me, her voice disappeared from my life, every time I try to talk to her, she stares at me with an empty look, with any feeling, and then she returns to what she was doing, she walks away. The guys and I kept talking until 5 a.m. more or less.

— Ugh, I ruined it —I said— and all because that stupid kiss.
— We didn't meant it, it was just an accident —Nya said.
— She doesn't see it like that —I said.
— Explain her what happened —Zane said.
— She doesn't want to talk to me —I said.
— She doesn't need to talk, she just needs to listen —Lloyd said.

I nodded and went to find her, she should be on her room, but there was just Erika and Robyn inside.

— Where's Paty? —I asked.
— Why? So you can stab her from behind again? —Erika snapped.
— Erika easy, we're all angry with him but... —Robyn began.
— Angry? Robyn you saw what he did! He cheated on her, again! —Erika said— He should make her stronger but he's killing her spirit!
— Hey girls what's all... oh it's you —Zai said walking in— What do you want?
— I want to see my girlfriend —I said.
— Nya's on the garden —she said—disappear.
— You know who I'm talking about —I said.
— Oh so now you love her again? After you eat Nya's face right in front of her? —Erika said.
— Where is she? —I asked.
— Where she always hides —Robyn said.
— Thanks... See ya —I said.

Where she always hides... Where she always hides... The roof!

I climbed to the roof there she was, beautiful as always and playing her guitar and singing, it's been so long since the last time I heard her singing, it's been long since we became the Knights of Light, and that was months ago. Her voice is weaker than usually, but is strong enough to hear it, from my hiding spot.

I'm pretty sure she is singing in Spanish, easy since I don't understand a darn thing of what she's singing. I record it with my phone and rushed downstairs to my room, I grabbed a laptop I used Shazam and then look for it's lyrics. Then search for a translation.

Voy a Olvidarte ~ Reik
Entiende que aunque
quiera perdonarte.

No puedo, ya no sirvo
para amarte,
me golpeaste, me
arrojaste y en el suelo
me dejaste y ahora
pides que regrese
como antes.

No me quedan fuerzas para odiarte
mi alma ya no puede repararse
ya no siento, ya no veo
y aunque intente no te creo, no me ruegues
que quererte ya no puedo.

Eras mi vida, eras todo, no entiendo porqué tú
me traicionaste.

Voy a olvidarte,
voy a borrarte,
Así que vete y no
regreses que esto ya no me interesa
es muy tarde para oír
que te arrepientes.

Voy a olvidarte,
voy a borrarte,
ya no pierdo más mi tiempo
ya no pienso estar sufriendo
desviviéndome por ti en ser perfecto

Voy a olvidarte.
Te dicen que es difícil encontrarse
a un amor honesto y entregarse

Yo te di mi corazón y lo rompiste en mil pedazos,
y es por ti que yo no vuelvo a enamorarme.