Camila/You - Saving you

Chapter 21

Camila/You - Saving You - Chapter 21

A/N : Let's dive back in our favorite post apocalyptic/zombie story alright??

Your point of view

Standing in front of the doors with her hand in mine felt unreal. The feeling I had in my chest at that same second only accentuated that. It felt impossible to be here again, happy, with her by my side. But it wasn't. It was real and as the doors to the city started to open I couldn't help but smile. We walked in one by one and in a matter of seconds, the survivors of the city ran towards members of their families and friends that they believed had found death during the attacks, reuniting with their loved ones with tearful hugs. Dinah ran to Lauren, crashing into her arms with all her strength, tears streaming down her face as she saw one of her best friends still very much alive. I was admiring the reunion when I felt Camila squeeze my hand as she tensed. I looked at her and frowned when I saw the look on her face, only to follow her gaze and to see it was Sofi she was staring at. The little kid was standing a few feet away from her, tears streaming down her face as she looked at her older sister with a grateful and happy expression on her face. It didn't take any longer before Camila fell to her knees and opened her arms wide for her sister to jump into, which she did within seconds. I couldn't take the heartbreaking reunion anymore so I let them have their moments and walked to where Dinah, Stefan and Lauren were standing. Lauren unconsciously wrapped her arms around me when she felt me next to her and I hugged back as I listened to the conversation.
"We will have to double the number of patrols and to reinforce the walls. The doors need proper locks and we will make sure only a few people have the key. We can't have what happened occur again. We've lost too-" he ranted about how to make the city safer and all.
"Stefan." I interrupted catching his attention. "Shut up." I said making him frown as I heard Dinah chuckle probably at how non chalantly and naturally I said it. "Tomorrow we will talk about all this. Tonight. Let's just enjoy the shred of happiness we're feeling." I said and he just smiled before nodding and hugging me as well. This was my family. This was where I belonged.

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The hours passed at a fast pace since everyone got to know everyone all over again, rediscovering each other. I hadn't seen much of Camila. I figured she'd like to spend a maximum of her time with her sister so I just stayed with Troy, Dinah, Ally and Lauren. We laughed, sang, cried, talked and it felt perfect. After some time I felt a light tap on my shoulder and saw Sofi looking at me with a grin when I turned around.
"Hey kiddo. Where's your sister?" I asked and she gave me a piece of paper before she went to sit in Dinah's lap. I frowned before opening it.

"I'm at your place, waiting for you. Don't make me wait to long."

I looked at the paper once more before I got up and walked home. I didn't get why she was being so mysterious or why she needed me home right now. She could've joined us outside. I opened the doors and called her name a few times. It wasn't until I saw another not on the wall that I understood where she was.

"Meet me where it all began." 

I couldn't help but smile. Of course she would be in my safe haven. I walked up the stairs to the roof and froze when I opened the door, not quite expecting the scene that I was witnessing.

"Hey." She said shyly. I blinked a few times before looking at her again.
"Hi." I took in her surroundings and I couldn't believe that's what she had been doing all day. Pillows were my usual covers, so did roses and candles. How the hell did she find roses and candles?
"Do you like it?" She asked taking me out of my daze.
"I don't know what the "it" in your sentence is referring to." I answered. "What's all this babe?" I asked with a slight uneasy smile. I wasn't use to romance at all so I guess that's why I was so uncomfortable.
"Our way of reuniting properly." She said with a smirk while my eyes widened as my mind went back to that particular memory.

Flashback.

"Promise me this is forever." She whispered and a smirk appeared on my face.

"I won't last forever..." I said seductively before laughing as she punched my arm.

"I'm talking about this, us. Tell me you love me and promise you will forever." She declared and I looked at her finally realizing that she was really nervous and maybe not ready for this so I got off of her, making her frown.

"I love you Camila. You know I do. And if you're asking me if my love for you will forever exist and remain then I promise it is forever. But what I can't promise you is that I'm gonna live forever because you know I won't. I'll always do my best to come back to you but one day I won't. But I can promise than even after this day, you'll still feel my love for you." I whispered as I sat down on the edge of the bed. She straightened herself up and closed the distance between us.

"Why are you saying this as if it was a goodbye speech?" She asked worry all over her face.

"It's not Camila. I promise it's not. I'm just saying that despite everything that might happen I'm taking my shot at happiness with you and that I love you...Which is why I can't make love to you right now." I stated and that revelation made her eyes widen.

Because I want our first time to be perfect. I don't want it to be a way for you to motivate me or anything like that. And I don't want you to experience it as our only chance of being together like that." I explained getting up aiming to grab a new shirt from the closet but she stopped me, making me sit down.

"I don't see it like that." She whispered looking down.

"Yeah you do. And it's understandable babe. But here's is what I'm going to promise you." I said holding her hands. "I'm going to go on that mission and then I'll come back to you. When I'll come back, prepare yourself because I'm going to make love to you and make you me feel better than you've ever felt. That will be our way to reunite properly. How does that sound babe?" I whispered and she just smiled at me.

"That sounds perfect." She whispered before closing the gap between us and pressing her lips to mine softly.

"I love you." I whispered before getting up to retrieve a new shirt.

End of flashback

I looked at her dumbfounded as I realized what that meant. I had no idea what to say or do so I just stood there trying to find my ability to talk. But what she did next blew me away. She slowly lifted the covers she had on top of her and my heart went crazy when I noticed she was only in her underwear. Driven by lust my body started taking steps towards her. I had no idea how to stop, I wanted her, so bad. But the wiser side of me wanted to make sure she was alright, to make sure she was ready.
"Camila, are you sure this is what you want?" I asked only a few steps away from her.
"I'm never wanted anything this much. I'm not seeing this as a way to motivate you, or reward you, or even thank you. I'm doing this because I want to be yours in every possible way. I want you to own me, all of me. My heart already belongs to you, my mind does too and so does my soul. Now I want you to take my body, to make me all yours." She said so passionately that it made me shiver. I crouched when I was right in front of her and thought, of any way to make her change her mind. We had just came back from outside and I feared that this was a way to thank me for finding her sister, but as I looked into her lustful eyes, I knew that I didn't want to find any way to make her change her mind, because I wanted her just as much as she wanted me.
And just like that I crashed my lips to hers, making her lie down on the blankets and setting myself on top of her, knowing this was going to be a long night.

A/N: do I write the smut in the next chapter or do I not? If you want it detailed I'll do it but if not I'll just jump to the next part of the story, let me know.

Love you guys.

-Katy