Camila/You - Saving you

Chapter 8

Camila/You - Saving You - Chapter 8

A/N: Hey guys, so this is a very short chapter that I needed to write for the following events of the story. So here it is. Things after that are going to change and that's all i'm gonna say.

I'll leave you to it.

Enjoy.

Your point of view.

A week I had been away for a week now, running and surviving in a world where the dead still walked and the humans could only run. But the walkers weren't what I was running away from. I was running away from her. I thought that leaving would make things easier, that it would allow me to change my mind about her and to get those feelings away. God I had been so wrong. Everyday single day I spent without seeing her beautiful chocolate orbs was getting me crazy. I was dying to see her, to hug her when I knew I couldn't and shouldn't want that. Camila had fucked me up even more that I already was and I hated her for that. But her image didn't want to leave my mind, as much as I tried to, as much as I fought, she always won me over. It was very frustrating as I knew that even when I would come back I would still not allow myself to be with her, still thinking that I didn't deserve happiness and love but also protecting myself. There were minutes when I managed not to think about her, they practically were minutes where I couldn't think about anything else than save my ass as walkers were after me. But the rest of the time, she was a guest that had decided to move in in my heart and my mind. As much as I complained there was nothing I could do. And that night I found myself in the woods, the others were asleep and I was the one watching the surroundings.

"You miss her, don't you?" I heard someone ask and look down only to see Stefan looking at me. He had decided to join us on this trip at the very last second and he didn't give me the choice or the time to argue so he just tagged along.

"I don't miss Camila. Go back to sleep." I shot causing him to chuckle.

"Who said I was talking about Camila?" He asked and I groaned in frustration.

"Who would you be talking about then?" I asked in a mocking tone as he sat up slowly. I saw him retrieve something from his pocket and look at me with worry as he handed it to me.

"Her." He whispered and I took it frowning. My eyes widened as I took in the pic I was holding. It was a pic of Melissa and I before all this shit happened to the world. We looked at the camera with bright smiles on our faces. This one the last connection, the last picture I had of Melissa, it was to be in my wallet. I looked up fuming to meet Stefan's eyes. Without a second I launched myself at him and punched him before straddling him and giving him repeatedly other punches on the face.

"Where in hell did you get that from?!" I yelled my anger pushing me to beat the shit of him, but more importantly my sadness was too. "Who do you think you are to get into my personal stuff?!" I yelled again and by now the others had woken up and were trying to get me off of him. "You son of a bitch! Stop caring about my business!" I yelled again before I was taken away by one of the others. He walked me further and I finally told him to let go of me and that I wanted to be alone. He nodded walking back to the camp as I found my way to the top of a small cliff. I looked over at the horizon my mind drifting back to the reason I was the girl I was today.

"Why did you leave me Mel?" I whispered tears running down my cheeks freely as I squeezed the picture in my hand. Tears turned into sobs when I started talking to the one everyone held responsible for this. "You, up there, I don't know what people call you nowadays. The Almighty? The fucking son of a bitch who made it my fate to watch every single person I love die? Yeah I like the second one. Now listen to me very carefully. You need to give me my sister back. Give me my fucking sister back! You had no right to take her away from me. We were suppose to protect each other. Why didn't you let me save her?!" With every words that i pronounced my sadness turned to anger although I was still sobbing uncontrollably. I looked up to the sky, talking to Him this time, glaring, breathing heavily.

"WHY DID YOU TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME?!" I shouted with all my strength my words echoing through the woods as I let myself fall down on my hands and knees and kept sobbing repeating the same sentence over and over again. "Why did you take her away from me?" I kept whispering each time breaking down even more.

It must have been 10 minutes since I shouted but my tears were still rolling down my cheeks loudly. I was in a state of trance when I finally heard someone call my name, more like yelled. I turned my face to the side and was met by Stefan's form far away from me. How did he end up that far?

"Y/N! Behind you !" He shouted with all his strength as he started aiming his bow and arrows in my direction. I turned around and saw a whole horde of walkers coming to me. I quickly tried to get up but my foot got stock between the roots of a tree and I lost my balance. Within a second I felt my body fly in the air, none of my body parts was touching the actual ground. Time seemed to have slowed down as I fell down the cliff until I felt my body colliding with the hard rock of the cliff probably breaking a few bones. Then another time and finally I felt my body surrounded by a very cold liquid before it all went black. My last thought was for Camila as I thought:

“I never got to tell her how much I love her.”

A/N: Huge cliffhanger here, but somehow, your accident is going to change everything. Do any of you have an idea of what could be happen next? Let me know on my ask or on the 5hfanfic one, I check the two of them often.

Love you guys

Katy