Crush Shalex - Alex Dorame x HeyThereImShannon (girlxgirl) {Discontinued}

Chapter 33 - Alex

(Alex's POV)

I look down at my phone, seeing a new text from Shannon.

Okay. Just let me tell you what happened. ~ Shannon

K whatever ~ Alex

I text her back, putting down my phone and walking over to the fridge. Grabbing the milk I set it on the counter and open the cupboard. Getting out the Lucky Charms I set open the box and fill up my bowl, then fill it with milk. After I put away the ingredients and set down. Isn't Shannon gonna text me? She got the text.

Getting up I put my bowl in the sink when I get a text from Shannon

Damn its long.

Okay. I don't know how to explain this but I will do it the best I can because I want you back in my life. I need you back in my life. The last 12 days have been so boring, sad and miserable. I need you back in my arms. So here's where it all began. Around 8 months ago I started dating Johnnie. I didnt know why I dated him until after I stopped., I'm not even attracted to boys. Once he broke it off I realized what I had done. I wanted to hurt him. I subconsciously wanted to hurt him I don't understand why. I love Johnnie. I love Johnnie so fucking much and I hope to god he isn't hurt. I realized why I wanted to date him, it was because i wanted to hurt him. I wanted to hurt him because he looks like one of the guys that assaulted me. He's nothing like that person. He could never do the things that that person did, he would never do that. Johnnie is a fucking angel and I wish I never hurt him. I hope he's not hurt and that we can be friends again but I understand if we can't. I don't ask him, or you to forgive me but only to hear me out. 5 months after I started dating Johnnie I began dating you. I didn't even know you were into girls. You were so sweet and adorable and I just fell in love with you, I never meant to hurt you. When I say you walk out crying it broke my heart I can't believe I did that to you, I never meant for you to find out about Johnnie and every little thing I've said to you was true. Every kiss was meaningful. I really do love you. I love you a lot. I understand if you never want to date me again. I understand if you hate me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please come back in my life, i swear on anything and everything that I will never hurt you again.

When finish reading it I have tears running down my face. She really does love me. I mean maybe I am being being played again, but why not give it a chance. I love her so much I'm just happy she feels the same (hopefully)

I want you back. ~ Alex 

I text back simply, wiping the tears off my face.

A/N I wrote this on my tablet again :) Anyway theres some Shalex for you guys :) There will be some more Kohnnie  action in a little bit :)