Crush Shalex - Alex Dorame x HeyThereImShannon (girlxgirl) {Discontinued}

Chapter 43 - Johnnie

Johnnie. Stop being silly. I want you. And I can't have you if your dead. ~ Chris

What do you want from me ~ Johnnie

I want to date you. I'll leave your friends alone if you just come with me. ~ Chris

What are you going to do ~ Johnnie

What do you mean? ~ Chris

What will happen if I go with you, or if I don't? ~ Johnnie

I text sobbing, shaking as I cry into my arms. I don't want to leave Kyle.  I don't want to go with Chris. Loose my friends forever, have them think I betrayed them.

Well.  If you come with me willingly, well date ands fuck and grow old together, if you don't, I'll turn your friends against you, make them hate you and then find you and take you home with me. I'll get what I want one way or another. I always do and you know that. ~ Chris

Okay. Just. Okay. ~ Johnnie

I want you now. ~ Chris

What ~ Johnnie

Right now.  Well meet up some place. Get whatever you need and let's go. ~ Chris

It makes me cry more as I read the last text. Why now? I can't even have one more day with my boyfriend before my life turns back to a living hell?

What if I can't? ~ Johnnie

Then you will anyway. ~ Chris

Can't we do it tomorrow? ~ Johnnie

Nope. Now or never. Friends must not be that important to you I guess. You know when I got your number I got there's as well don't you? ~ Chris

I'm coming ~ Johnnie

Meet me in an hour. Behind the Kroger on Lincoln Ave. ~ Chris

Ok. ~ Johnnie

I set my phone down, wiping my eyes and trying to stop crying but it doesn't work. It leads to me breaking out into another round of sobs. 

I pick up my bag, putting polaroids of my friends in my jeans pocket before throwing them into the bag as tears drip all over my clothing but I couldn't care less.

I'm shaking so hard I can barely stand as I throw things into my makeshift luggage before pulling a page out of my diary and stuffing it into the side of the bag and getting a pen

|  I love everyone here, but I have to go now. I'm not killing myself, don't worry, I'll be fine. I promise.  I love you so much please don't be sad. You can split up all my stuff how ever you want but let Kyle keep whatever he wants. Don't unlock my box please, whoever gets it. I love you so much bye.|

I write down, leaving it on my pillow as I try to get hold of myself. I breath deeply, repeating to myself that it will all be okay. Its all gonna be okay. Everyone will be happy in a short time and it will all be okay.

Making sure everything's ready I take a deep breath before walking out my bedroom drawer, walking to where I knew Kyle would be and lightly tapping on the door

"J-Johnnie?" He says as I open the door, hugging me tightly. I wasn't planning on touching him because I knew it would make it hurt more.

I hug him tightly for a moment before gently pushing him off me "I love you Kyle. Very very much.  But were over. Bye." I say, turning around before I could see his reaction and quickly walking towards the door when I feel an arm grab me "What the fuck is this?!"