Crush Shalex - Alex Dorame x HeyThereImShannon (girlxgirl) {Discontinued}

Chapter 40 - Bryan/Johnnie

~CONTAINS THOUGHTS OF DEPRESSION~

I am not turning this into a sad book, this is just part of the plot, the majority of it will be happy, these couple chapters are just a little rough.

Please read the A/N  :)

(Bryan's POV)

"I'm not cleaning up the table this time." I say, propping my foot up on my knee. "Okayyy. Fine." Alex whined stretching out the 'y'. Standing up from the couch that Shannon and I were sitting on as well she got up, heading towards the bathroom "I'm going. I'm going." Shannon said, getting up, but before she could walk away, I got up and grabbed her hand. "Hey. I need to talk to you." I said, looking into her eyes "I-Is there something wrong?" she asked "This is important." I said "D-Did something happen- you know.. with that thing?"

"No." It's not that." I say, taking her hand and walking into Alex's room, shutting the door behind me. "Here. Sit." I say, sitting down on the bed "Hey, I said, getting her attention. "I need your opinion on something." I say, looking at her "Yeah?" She asks "Hey don't freak out okay. I want to keep this a secret."

Meanwhile...

(Johnnie's POV)

Hey Love. - Chris  ~  Chris

Oh my god. Oh my god. Why. I'm freaking out right now. The second my life seems like its possibly going right, it gets fucked up. Why? What am I going to do?! He's going to hurt Kyle. He's going to hurt me. Bryan. Shannon, Alex, Jordan, Robby, Richie. Everyone. God i'm such a fuck up. Why cant I just disappear? Everyone one have been better off if I hadn't been born. I think, pulling at my hair as tears pour down my face. I sat in the corner, bawling for a good 10 more minutes before getting up and grabbing my phone off my bed, sitting back down in the corner, pulling my knees into my chest, starting to reply.

A/N Hey guys :) I said I wouldn't be updating up my books for about a week. Well, I obviously am XD. But in 1 week, next Monday is the for-sure date that my stories will be on hold for at least a week.

And, HOLLY CRAP. This is almost at 10 thousand views. That's insane. Like I remember running to my Dad and telling him something I made had 2 thousand views, and that was only a little over a month ago. Like. OMG.

Lately, meaning the last 3 weeks or a little less, but specifically the last 5 days I've been like super freaking happy. I haven't been this happy overall for this long in years.

Also, a friend said that I should add smut to this ( You should like totally go follow her btw, her username is xxx_daddy_caniff_xxx ) I may do it, not really sure, if I did it would be Shalex smut, and I've never written girlxgirl smut before, but it surely cant be that hard. It really just depends on if I feel like writing it, just saying, there may be smut coming soon.

Also I there (might) be a chapter where all of MDE meets at once, I know 7/7 happened a while ago, but his story is a meant to be few months behind real-life time.

I'll Probably update again in a few minutes, because i'm waiting for a friend to get up and he said he would be sleeping for a few more hours, I don't have much else to do so today you guys are a little lucky c:

Lots of teasers in this chapter ;)))