~CONTAINS MENTIONS OF CHEATING~
(Shannon's POV)
Alex. I know your probably mad but please text me back. I need to talk to you. I need to explain. ~ Shannon
I press send, hoping that one of the many people I've hurt will answer, because I really need to explain myself. I just want to explain and have her back in my arms. She'll probably never want anything to do with me again though. Same for Johnnie and Bryan but I just hope if I can explain then maybe everyone wont hate me. I really didn't mean to hurt anyone. I mean. I did subconsciously, but I didn't really mean to hurt anyone. Johnnie. He just reminded e of one of the guys who- did those things to me. Terrible things. But his personality isn't anything like the actual guy. Johnnie is so sweet, so caring. He could never do that to a person. I cant believe I fucking did this to him. Poor kid.
Meanwhile...
(Kyle's POV)
"Kyle?" The boy on my chest questioned, his voice coarse and groggily, sexy if you ask me. "Yea it's me. I'm right here." I say, raking my fingers through his hair "Mmm. Good morning." He said, his fingers playing my free hand "Good morning." I reassure "How are you doing? Are you still tired?" I ask, referring to the fact that we only got 3 hours of sleep since we were talking, and occasionally kissing all night, not that I regret one second of it. "Mmmh. Yea." He replied, holding my hand "We can get coffee if you want." I say, wanting to let him go back to sleep, but not wanting to disappoint the fans, seeing that we have to film today's video, and get it out at 11am. "Really?" He questioned, smiling "Yea, sure." I reply, wrapping my arms around his small frame and pulling him closer to me, connecting our lips for a kiss.
Pulling away after a second I speak "Hey Johnnie?" I ask nervously "Yeah?" He relies, looking into my eyes as I look into his "Will you be my boyfriend?" His eyes leave mine, trailing down to the floor "I- I -no."
A/N I decided to include some Shannon POV in here because this is a Shalex story, and eventually that will be the main focus, but can we just let Kohnnie be for a little
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