It's Okay That I Feel This Way.

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I'm gonna do two updates because this chapter is gonna be kind of short. (:

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I was sitting up on my couch in my jammies at eight in the evening. Manny and I were having a girls night. We didn't do it as often as we would like but  it did happen every once in a while. I was currently waiting for her to finish with the margaritas. I was gonna need a little something to make it though this conversation.

Manny walked into the living room with two glasses in her hand. She handed one to me and I took a big drink.

"So, there was something you wanted to tell me," she said, barely sipping on hers. I took another drink then nodded.

"Well it was more like a question," I started. I took a deep breath. "Is it okay to have fantasies?"

She rose an eyebrow. "Elaborate."

"Like when you're...you know, being intimate with someone, is it okay to have a fantasy about someone...else?" I bit my lip.

"I'm still not sure what you mean," she said. I sighed loudly. I knew what she was doing.

"Okay, so the other night when the guys were over here and I went home with Kyran, things were getting...hot between us. And I couldn't freaking get into until Chr-someone popped into my head in nothing but boxer briefs laying on his bed, waiting for me..."

"Was it Chris?" She asked. I nodded. "Holy shit!"

"Honestly I'm surprised he had anything on," I said with a giggle. Manny smiled.

"I wasn't aware that you could think about anyone other then your perfect Kyran," she said, making fun of me from when Kyran and I first got together.

I took another drink. "Well apparently I can."

"Yeah, apparently," she said with a giggle.

"So is it?" I asked.

"Is it what?"

"Okay to have fantasies, come on Manny, pay attention," I said. She took a drink.

"Oh yeah, absolutely. I think everyone does. What's not okay is if you act on them," she said. I nodded in agreement.

"I didn't really plan on it," I said, a little embarrassed.

She laughed. "Wait till I tell Louie."

"NO!" I yelled. Louie can't keep his face hole shut.

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So this was short but I'm gonna post another chapter. Sidebar girl is Manny. I love her hair.(:

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