My Heart In Your Hands.

Death Of The Party.

I haven't spoken to Chris in almost two weeks. It hurts my heart too much to even think about him, despite the fact that he's always on my mind. He'll text me everyday and call sometimes, but I don't answer. I need time to heal, I think. Can you heal from something like that?

"Kari, we're having a party," Manny said. I was sitting on the couch.

"Why?" I asked. She sighed deeply.

"Because I think it would be fun," she said then smiled at me. "Chris is coming."

So I hadn't told Manny what Chris said. She had no clue that he didn't even want me more than just a toy. Did she really need to know anyways?

"When does this party start?" I asked.

"At ten," she said. It was 9:45. I sighed and tried to prepare myself for what could possibly happen.

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After about ten minutes, people started to show up, soon making our living room a big clutter. I saw a familiar face that made me extremely happy to see.

"NIKO!" I yelled and almost jumped on him. Niko and I were good friends before I got with Kyran, Niko just happened to live with him.

"Hey Kari," he said wrapping his arms around me as a familiar laugh rang through the living room. Chris was standing by Manny and talking to her. I sighed and continued to hug Niko. I had to let go of him eventually and pulled him over to the couch to sit with me.

I spent most of the night talking to him, and I'd see Chris look at me and I would start to flirt with Niko a little bit. I know that's a messed up thing to do but I was hurt, and mad. Chris didn't say a word to me all night and eventually walked away from Manny. Niko was suspicious. "What's going on Kari?"

"I'm just being nice," I said. He rose an eyebrow. "Do you see that guy over there?"

I pointed to Chris and Niko's jaw almost dropped. "Is that Chris Motionless?"

I nodded. "Let's just say, he messed with my heart."

"What did he do?" He asked. I shook my head and he sighed.

I continued to flirt with Niko and he even gave it back and I could tell, from when Chris would look at me, it hurt him. That was something I hated to see.

That's when I realized it was a year ago today that I met him. On Halloween.

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Don't be mad! And if you are then look at the sidebar picture with Chris' nipple. I smile whenever I see it. Keep reading, it's not over yet.(: