"I don't know what to do Chris," I said, resting back against his couch. I slid my finger through my hair to move it away from my face.
"Do you love him?" He asked. I shrugged.
Things with Kyran and I have gone downhill lately. Everything he did lately pissed me off or annoyed the shit out of me. Nine tenths of the time I wanted to ring his neck. Not only that but we go days and says without talking, most days Ill text him and he won't even respond, and if he does it's hours and hours later. That's not love, is it?
"I thought I did but now I'm not so sure," I said, feeling a little ashamed of myself.
"Remind me why you're still with him," he said. I shrugged.
"I can't bring myself to leave him. I've been with him for three years. I don't know if I'm ready to jump back out into the world of dating and rejection."
Chris shook his head. "If you've been with someone for three years and you're not sure if you love them, I don't think you ever will."
I sighed loudly. I knew he was right. I shouldn't be with Kyran if I didn't love him. But I don't know what I'd do without him, I've been with him for so long that I don't know if I'm prepared to start dating again. But I can't let fear get the best of me. I would break it off with Kyran. That's final.
Oh god, what if I can't do it?
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I lied, I'm gonna do three updates today. I was originally gonna make this one longer but I think people are getting annoyed that things with Chris and Kari haven't picked up.(:
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My Heart In Your Hands.
FanfictionKari Taylor has a good life going. Nothing tragic has really happened, until she meets the one man that could change everything. On a single Halloween night, her whole world is flipped upside down. (Being revised and fixed so it's more understandabl...
