My Photographer (Diggy Simmons)

Final Goodbye⛪

I was awakened by the bright rays of light that peeked through heavy curtains of the hotel room. Sitting up, I looked around for Daniel but he wasn't there. I leaned back against the headboard covering my naked body with the bed sheets as I moved my loose curls out of my face.

Last nights actions played over and over in my head as if it was a song on replay. "Wow Lex, good going!" I mentally shamed myself. I shook that off realizing what today was going to bring instantly taking me from shameful to complete sadness.

Today was the day I've dreaded all week. It feels as though it came by so fast! I'm not sure if I was mentally prepared for this! I pulled my knees into my chest as I exhaled heavily.

Today was the day that I was forced to say my final Goodbye to mommy!

I put my head in my lap only for me to lift it back up within seconds. Daniel had walked through the door with only his boxer briefs and socks on. As good as he looked I couldn't focus much on him being that mommy was on my mind.

"Morning beautiful!" He said walking towards me with a tray full of food(all healthy btw).

"Hey" I simply responded.

"How'd you sleep?" He asked brushing my hair back with his hand as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Fairly well" I looked past him drowning in a daydream but yet I could still feel him burning a hole directly in my face with his stare.

"You hungry? I ordered breakfast. Here you have waffles, egg whites, couple sausages, fruit salad, orange juice and light syrup!" He said running down the list of breakfast.

I wasn't in the mood to eat anything. My taste buds weren't agreeing with me. I was becoming bitter by the second unwillingly and Daniel was just a victim in the crossfire sad to say.

"I'm not hungry." I said moving the covers back off of my naked body as I got up.

Him seeing me naked didn't bother me at the moment I was numb, or so I thought.

As I began to walk I felt a throbbing pain in my vaginal area causing me to hiss in pain.

Rushing over to my aid Daniel linked his arm around my hips helping me keep a steady balance. "Woah you alright Lex!?" He asked, worried plattered across his face.

How could I explain to him that my vagina was in pain from his shaft barely being inside of my walls?

"I'll be fine"

"Ok, your bath water is also ready. I forgot to mention it!" He said walking the short distance with me to the bathroom.

He makes me love him harder every day!

"Thanks" I said hugging him. A smirk formed on his lips.

"You're welcome babe!"

*

"Ok bug! You're all done! Now hurry, go get dressed!" I said after finishing Alexis hair and make-up!

I had stopped by the room to bring her and Diggs clothes for the day.

"Thanks bug, you know I really appreciate everything you've done for me?" Alexis said as the rim of her eyes began to fill with tears.

I hurriedly grabbed a tissue dabbing both her eyes then mine.

"You'll mess up your make-up bug. No need to thank me, you're my sis it's my job. I love you baby!" I responded grabbing more tissues.

I embraced her in a tight hug. Looking over her shoulder I saw Dig staring at us his eyes filled with tears also. I gave him a faint smile causing a smirk to form across his lips. He dropped his head turning on his heels going into the room closing the door.