|70| - My Biggest Fears

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I'm horrendously sick, so I wanted to make something quick. Also, this is the second year in a row that I was sick during midterms. I should get an award.

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1) The Dark

Origin: Childhood and the Doctor Who episode about the Vashta Nerada (Hey, who turned out the lights?)

2) Bugs

Origin: An India trip. Had to pick bugs outta my hair for weeks and also was met face to face with a bigass cockroach.

3) Swimming

Origin: Preschool. A woman tried to teach me how to swim but ended up pushing my head under the water the entire time. If I hadn't started screaming and crying, I would've died. I never learned how to swim in the future, as a result.

4) Public Speaking

Origin: Anxiety, I guess. I'm not confident in myself so it leaves me socially crippled.

5) Death

Origin: My grandmother dying. I'm scared to leave this world because I believe nothing comes after this life. 

6) The Dentist

Origin: One dentist lady pulled out a tooth w/o anesthetic and I could feel  the ripping. I cried for hours. Also, the head doctor was a massive bitch and she'd always yell at me for not flossing. I feel like she'd poke my gums on purpose. 

7) Failing

Origin: Tutor work. I didn't do well on this exam for tutor and my dad punished me severely. I've been scared of getting anything below a B.

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Everything huuuuuuurts and lmao #fuckmidterms





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