|80| - Bedtime Thoughts

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Okay, this whole fucking chapter is going to be weird and pretty grim, but my mind does this shit at night. 

I'll be super fucking tired the entire day and my entire time at school, but then when I finally go to bed at night, this shit happens:

Brain: Hey

B: Hey

B: Hey

B: Guess what

Me: ...What

B: Remember that time in 6th grade when you cried because someone called you Medusa?

M: Yes...

B: And that time in 7th grade where everyone hated you?

M: Why are you bringing this up...

B: And how in 8th grade you stopped doing work and did the bare minimum?

M: I'm trying to sleep peacefully here...

B: 9th grade was quite the doozy for you too! So much embarrassment.

M: ...

B: LOL everyone hates you this year. 

M: ...

B: You're pathetic and useless :)

M: Thanks.

B: You're invalid :)

B: You don't deserve the friends you have.

B: You actually suck at socializing.

B: Everyone thinks you're weird.

B: Have fun getting into college! You're dumb as fuck.

M: *can't sleep because of all this shit running through my mind*

Like, what the fuck? I don't understand why this happens. Like, I'm 100% sure that no one else remembers the embarrassing shit I did back then. 

Does this happen to anyone else?

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