Intoxicated Hearts (Beau Brooks Fanfiction)

Chapter 20

BEAUS POV: 

"Beau, seriously what happened?" Luke says trying to calm me down. Jai is sitting there horrified.

"She's gone! ELLIES GONE!" I scream with tears gushing down my face.

"Shit, Jai go tell Riley," Luke mutters.

"Beau come on, please calm down," Luke says to me.

"I CAN'T LUKE! THE ONLY GIRL I EVER LOVED IS FUCKING GONE BECAUSE OF ME!" I scream.

"Beau she will come back," Luke says.

"NO SHE WON’T!" I yell at him. Luke sighs before making a call. When he is done he turns back to me.

"We're going out tonight and you can't say no," Luke says.

"No," I answer. 

"Beau you are coming, I will drag you out of this house. Now go and have a shower and get ready, we're leaving at 6," Luke orders me. I know it is no use, I will never change Luke's mind. I slowly get up and make my way to the bathroom. I slam the door behind me before sitting down on the floor with my head in my hands.

"I don't hear any movement," Luke yells through the door. For fucks sake, can't he just let me be?

"Fuck off, I am getting in now!" I shout. I can hear Luke say something under his breath but I can't exactly tell what. I turn the taps on and get undressed before hopping into the hot shower. I stand there crying for a while, just letting the hot water roll down my skin. Why am I getting so worked up over this, she is just a girl. Yeah a girl that you're in love with.

I finally hop out of the shower and dry myself. I shove on the clothes I picked out and look at myself in the mirror. My eyes aren't as red but you can still tell I have been crying. I look down at my dark blue skinny jeans and my tight black V-neck t-shirt. I look pretty good for the state I am in right now. I quickly put some gel in my hair before walking back to my room. I put on some cologne and grab my phone. I then go sit on the lounge and watch MTV.

About an hour later Luke and Jai come into the lounge room all dressed up.

"You ready?" Luke asks me.

"Yeah," I grunt at him. Luke frowns before starting to put on his vans. I grab my vans as well and slide them on. The boys and I walk out to my car before jumping in. I turn it on and look over at Ellie's house. There is a police car out the front, obviously because Ellie is 'missing'.

"Where are we going?" I ask the boys.

"Chad Hawkes place," Luke answers. I nod and start to drive to Chad's house. Incase you didn’t know Chad is one of the really popular guys at school. He is Luke and Jai's year and is mostly popular because his parents let him throw massive parties every month. I park the car down the road from Chad's and we start to walk up to his.

"Hey!" Chad greets us as we walk through the front door.

"Hey man," Jai greets him.

"Hi," Luke says shaking his hand.

"Hey," I mutter.

"Drinks are out the back boys," Chad tells us before he walks away to talk to some other people.

"Let's go get drunk," Jai laughs as we walk out to the back yard. There is heaps of people dancing around already off their faces. I laugh at them as the stumble and fall on each other. What are you kidding Beau, you will be one of them soon. Luke hands me a beer and tells me to drink up.

"Are you trying to get me drunk?" I ask him.

"Yep," he laughs. I just shrug my shoulders and keep drinking.

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It is about twelve o'clock and I am plastered. I have lost Luke and Jai and are by myself. I don’t care, I don’t need them, I don’t need anyone, not even Ellie.