Intoxicated Hearts (Beau Brooks Fanfiction)

Chapter 32

Another sad chapter, sorry! :(

BEAUS POV:

I call Ellie once again but she doesn’t answer. It has been three days since I saw her. Her dad, Grace and Riley aren't letting me see her and I don’t know why. This is the one hundredth and third time I have called her.

"Ellie please call me, what is wrong!" I say into the voicemail. I sit outside her window hoping she opens it and I can see her. I hear her dads car start out the front and run around the front of the yard behind the bush so he can't see me. I see Riley, Grace and their dad get in the car and drive away. This is my chance to go into the house and see her.

When I know for sure that they are gone I run up to her front door and find the spare key. It is in the same place it always is. I unlock the door quietly to hear nothing but silence through the house. It is almost like nobody is here, like there is death in the air. I make my way to Ellie's door making sure I don’t make a noise. Her door is closed shut. I press my ear to the door to hear nothing.

"Ellie?" I call out but get no answer. I open the door slightly and scream. I run over to Ellie's lifeless body that is laying on her bed. I see the bottle of bleach beside her and the empty bottle of pills.

She can't be dead.

"ELLIE!" I scream at her while shaking her limp body. Tears gush out of my eyes as I look at the love of my life in my arms. I try to find a pulse and find a light one.

"NO ELLIE PLEASE!" I scream and cry at the same time. I feel her body get more weaker by the second. I need to take her to the hospital. I carry her fragile bleeding body out of her house and into my car. I then speed off to the hospital.

"You can't die on me," I whisper still crying.

Once I get to the hospital I run in with her body.

"Hello sir how may-" a nurse asks but I cut her off.

"My girlfriend has tried to kill herself I think, she is losing her pulse please help her!" I say to the nurse. She runs down the hall with me still holding Ellie.

"I need intensive care unit right now!" the nurse shouts. I lay Ellie on the bed and watch the doctors run in with machines and needles. I watch them jabbing her and trying to get her back.

"I am sorry sir but you need to wait outside," a nurse says.

"I love you baby," I say to Ellie before walking out of the room. Tears run down my face as I sit by the door with my head in my knees. How did I not notice this. How long has she been like this for?

I get a call from Jai and answer it.

"Beau where are you?" he asks clearly worried.

"The hospital," I answer crying still.

"What why are you okay?" he asks.

"It's Ellie," I reply.

"What happened?" Jai asks.

"She tried to kill herself, I don’t know if she is dead or not," I sob.

"Shit, Luke and I are coming now. Hang in there, we will be there soon," Jai answers before hanging up. I sit there thinking about everything.

I can’t lose her, not now. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.

ELLIES POV:

I read the latest hate on my Facebook inboxes. I know I should stop looking at them but I just can't. I don’t know why.

Kill yourself.