Long Lost Love (FT Island & Beast fanfic)

Chapter 24: Be Happy!

Seo Wanhye's POV

My heart have been smashed into millions of pieces. He just called my name yet he said he still can't remember me. He called my name just because it was inside his mind. He even remembered that he has broke up with Hyuna long time ago. WHY CAN'T HE REMEMBER EVERYTHING?! This really make me feel frustrated.

Again, I have a thought to just give up on him. He really doesn't remember anything about me but my name and my face. I don't know why but I can't stop myself from crying like a maniac.

Can't the earth just split into half and eat me with all it wants?

This is so unfair. Why am I the only one who feels the pain? Why am I the only who is crying like a baby right now? Why can't I be brave? Why can't I get over him? Why he can easily forget me by just a split second? THIS IS SO UNFAIR!

"Here." Suddenly, a hand gives me a cream-coloured handkerchief. It's Jonghoon's. I didn't even notice him sitting next to me. Since when he was right beside me? Since when he walked out from the room?

Without any word coming out from my mouth except for sobs, I take the handkerchief and wipe away my tears. He then pats my back.

"Wanhye-ah, please don't cry anymore. It breaks my heart whenever I see you crying." Well, that word really shocks me. What is he trying to tell me?

"How can I not be this sad when he obviously said my name and look at me right into my eyes, but then, he said that he doesn't even remember me except for my name and my face. What the hell was he thinking about?! Trying to play around with my feelings? Making me his toy?" My voice cracks as my frustrations build. I'm mad, frustrated, sad and all. I burst into another wave of tears.

Jonghoon then hugs me as he is comforting me. "Shh shh... Don't be like this. I know he didn't do that intentionly. He has not fully recovered from his amnesia yet. At least he remember your name. Let's not give up on him." Then, he holds my shoulders and look straightly into my eyes. "Let's have faith on him." He says as he wipe my tears away and smiles reassuringly.

"Jonghoon-ah........ I think....... I'll...... I'll just give up on him." I blurt out the word that I kept it for quiet a time. I look down, straight to the floor, avoiding Jonghoon's gaze. I know he is totally shocked right now.

I've made my choice and whatever happens, I'll just go with the flow and I'll try to make use to it. I'll have to be brave. I have to accept the fate.

The fate that I'll never be with Hongki.

"Wh... what?!" All of them -as they're walking out from Hongki's hospital room at the same time as the doctor has come- exclaim in unison. I was a bit shocked but then I avert their gazes. Their eyes are looking at me, wanting explanations.

"You guys heard it right. I'm.... I'm certain with what I said just now." I can't manage looking at their eyes right now. Tears start to flow unstoppably. I've made my choice. And I don't wanna turn back.

-time skips-
Wanda's POV (omg Wan, I made your pov. HAHAHAHA.)

Wani's eyes are all puffy and red as she came back home this late evening. What just happened? She locked herself inside her room and she's skipping dinner. That's really not her. She will never skip meals.

"Hey, don't you guys think that this is a serious matter? We never saw her in this state right? We can't just let her lock herself up." I say to them.

"What should we do? She was like in despair or something. I think this is the wrong time to ask her. Let her be calm first." Khal gives her idea.

"But she skipped dinner! She must be very hungry right now. Can't we-" My words were being cut off by Nana's ringtone.

~You make me go insane
She gave me so much pain
I won't be back ag-~ (Insane//BtoB)

I saw a big smile formed on Nana's face. Who is it?

Soon after she done talking, she look at us with a toothy grin on her face. "I have a very good idea. Extravagant one." She says.

Khal and I look at each other with confused look plastered on our face. "What is it?" We ask in sync.

"Just follow me okay? Tomorrow, we'll go somewhere. Do anyone have Mr. Kim's phone number?" Nana can't stop grinning. I know she must have something in her mind that can make Wani happy. Well, I hope so.

Khal gives Mr. Kim's phone number to Nana and we all decide to take a rest in our separated room. We are too tired today. It's already past midnight. My eye lids are all heavy and waiting it's time to be closed. As I slump on my bed, my eyes are all closed and I drift into a deep sleep few moments later.

|A/N: Sorry guys for extremely late updates... I've lost my phone. i love you guys. bye!|