I'll Make This Feel Like Home (Kellic)

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So all this is happening at the same time the last chapter is. Get it?
Also there Is a photo of Tony at the top because :)))))))
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(If any if you want to correct me on the asexual part, please do. I did research but that was all I could collect.)

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I cried that night as I did the night of my birthday. I just felt this overwhelming pressure over my chest that made it so difficult to fucking breath. I just wanted to go home, but I didn't have one. I had no place to run to when I needed to get out of my head. I had no place where I felt safe. After the kiss with Vic, I just felt angry. I was angry because it was Sunday now and he still hasn't shown up. I was angry because everyone leaves.

"We should ask if anyone knows where Vic is." Tay suggested. We were talking about his absence and how it wasn't common for him to just not show up. I just stayed silent. I didn't tell them about the kiss, I would like to pretend it didn't happen, if only it wasn't the thing shortening my breaths and making me shake.

I shrugged in response and we left the room in search of somebody who we could ask. At first we asked some girl named Lynn, but she had no idea. She did say to ask Danielle. I didn't know who that was, but we were going to ask her. We found her by the showers, giving another girl a shower key. She had a bright smile and freckles splattered across her face that you could see a mile away. She was gorgeous, but why would she know where Vic was?

"Vic?" She repeated his name after the girls had asked her, but it just felt so weird for his name to be falling from her lips. "Yeah, we actually went to a movie yesterday." She said like it wasn't a big deal, but I was trying to stab her with my eyes. I decided I hated her. Vic won't come to the center, or come and talk to me, but he'll take this fucking girl to a movie?

Tay and Jenna thanked Delilah, or whatever her name was, before we went to the dinning area and sat at a table.

"She was such a bitch," I complained, unconsciously.

Jenna looked at me with a brow raised, looking intrigued as hell. "Aw, is someone jealous?" She teased and I just rolled my eyes. I wasn't in the mood. I stayed quiet and looked away from her, hoping that-that would tell her I didn't want to have this conversation.

I looked around the dinning area at everyone around us. They were all enjoying their lunch, talking and smiling, while I wasn't hungry at all and didn't want to hold a conversation with anyone. I didn't want to be one of those people who complained about their lives all the time and insisted that they had a harder life than anybody, because I knew I didn't, and I knew it could be worse but life wasn't particularly well and I would rather get hit by a bus than deal with it right now, thank you very much. 

The site of somebody making their way to our table was what got my attention. I remember seeing him a few times. His name was Tony I believe.

"Can I sit with you guys?" He asked so low it was barely audible.

"Actually, I have to get ready for work, but you can sit here with Kellin," Tay said, already assuming that Jenna would go with her when she got ready, and that I would stay here and that I actually wanted to sit here with Tony. Which wasn't really true. I had nothing against him, but that was just because he didn't know him well enough, or at all really.