what if.....?(girlxgirl)

Back to the party

Zoey

We walk back to the house. I get in and everyone stares at me. I walk to the kitchen and grab a water bottle. My throat hurts. Yani sits beside Mia. "You oktay" Carmen asks.

"Yeah lady C I'm okay comere" I say and pick her up. She kisses me on the cheek.

"Comere princess" Yani says. Carmen wiggles out my arms and goes sit on Yani's lap. I walk over and lift Yani up and sit her on my lap. She kisses me on the lips. We stay there till the sun went down.

I dropped everyone off at they place. Cass and Mia fell in love with my daughter just like everyone did. Yani tells me that Gina is on vacation but i knew that she was really going to increase her stock. I cant tell her that code of silence thing. We play with Carmen at my house. She gets tired and goes to sleep. Me and Yani decide to have a movie date at home. I put in "The end" we decided on a comedy. I lay behind her while she is on her side. She pulls a blanket on me and her. I love her smell its vanilla it remind me of Anna's house and cookies. I kiss her on her cheek. I want to say the three words but it won't come out. I strongly dislike Jessica I can't say hate because she gave me Carmen but it is her fault for striking fear in me. fear to fall in love. She turns so I can see her face I look into her eyes I see so much love but I'm not sure why.

"Why do you love me?" I ask reluctantly.

"Because your loving through fucked up past. I fell for you when I saw you with your daughter I knew that was truly u and I fell for it. you make me happy your there when I need you you sacrifice so much to keep me and your daughter happy. I love you and I know that and don't regret any minute of it." she says. I kiss her.

" Carmen's mom broke me she made me believe she loved me and then broke my heart in a million pieces then took my daughter from me which made me fall in a darkness and it was hard as hell to get out" I say quietly.

" I'm not her baby I never will be I'm going to break it off with Gina when she get back down here" she says.

"baby no that is not good even if you do we can't be seen with me as a couple because she gonna know what's up baby when we had sex we dug our grave if she finds out its over for me and I know that but its to early right now" I say. It is the truth though.

"why"

"Baby your girlfriend is a drug lord she don't play when it comes to there women when you there you there and that is point blank even if it won't me then any other girl you get with would be on Gina hit list. baby you got to wake up and see this ain't a fairytale you caught in this game just like the rest of us baby. I hate that I feel this strong for you but I do but its best we stay on the DL because its the only way to keep us both alive" I say.

"I'll stay with her but only as her Icandy but my heart is yours and she can't take that I want to keep you alive for Carmen and me" She says and kisses me.

"okay" I say

"and I'm going to be the good mother figure to Carmen since her mom was was not tomorrow for a while you relax and enjoy your day off " she says " I think she would like that" I say and wrap my arms around her she is now on top of me.

"I hope so" she says and kisses me.

Yani

The next morning I wake up in the room beside Zoey. She is still sleep so I manage to slide from under her and go to Carmen's room. She wakes up when she hears to door open. She is a light sleeper like her mother.

"Hey princess you mind spending the day with me" I ask.

"Yay!!!!" she says and jumps up out of bed. She runs up and hugs me. I kiss her on the cheek.

"Is mommy coming" she ask.

"No mommy need some time to relax its gonna be me and you is that okay"

"Yes" she says. I run my hand through those locks of curls.

"Can I do your hair" I ask her.

"Yes" she says so cute.

"okay let's get in the bath and I'll wash you hair" I say.

"Will you get in with me" she asks.

"Yeah let me ask your mommy" I say I don't wanna get in the bath with anyone's child without their permission. I tell Carmen I'll be right back and go to the room. Zoey is up and looking at her phone by the way her eyes are moving I'm thinking she is reading a text message. I jump on top of her. she laughs.

"Hey beautiful" she says.

"morning is it okay if I get in the bath with Carmen she didn't want to take one alone." I ask after kissing her.

"Yes its fine I know you won't hurt her why you ask tho" she says looking confused.

"Because I don't want to get in the tub with a child that isn't mine" I says.

"She was yours when you fell in love with her" she says.I just kiss her.

"Now we will call you every once in a while but while I'm gone you relax" I say.

"Yeah I will" she says and kisses me a little longer and pushes her tongue in mouth. I moan against her lips.

"Be good" she says. I just laugh. Carmen comes up and jumps on the bed. She kisses Zoey on the cheek.

"Morning mommy" she says.

"Morning lady C" Zoey says and kisses her. I swear she was good to her daughter.

"Princess how bout you race me to the bathroom" I say we jump off the bed and run to the bathroom.

"I win I win!!" She says she jumps up and down.

"Yes you did" I say and turn on the water and make sure its not to hot.

"Is this to hot princess" I say let her hand go under the running water.

"No can we have bubbles" she asks.

"Yes we can stay right there Ima ask your mommy where it is don't get in the water till I get back" I say. She nodded.

"Baby where is the bubble bath at" I ask.

"Top of my closet" she says. I got to the closet and move my hand around I get the bubble bath but it falls along with a leather bag. I open the bag being curious and see a large gun and a bag of cocaine. I quickly close it and put it back up. I'm shaky for some reason even though I know what she does being told is one thing actually seeing is another. I feel someone grab me and I jump.

"Damn baby you okay"Zoey asks and kisses me on the neck.

"uh yeah I was in thought you scared me" I say which was true.

"Sorry baby" she says and kisses me on the lips. I allow her to.

"Ima get in the bath with princess" I say.