what if.....?(girlxgirl)

what just happen

Zoey

I pull up at Leo's house. Anna's car isn't here. I wonder why shrug it off. The house is dark.  

"Yo peoples" I yell. No answer. I see Leo in her room drinking a beer. 

"Where my little lady and Anna" i ask. 

"out. sit."she says not looking away from the TV. I look on the screen I see myself getting arrested. Fuck I don't want to explain. I sit in one of the chairs in the room.  

"When were you going to tell me" she asks flatly.  

"U want the truth or a lie" I.ask. 

"I had enough lies I want the truth now Zoey." she says finally looking at me. 

"I was never going to tell you because it was none of your business" I say. All the rage I had for them when they left boils inside of me. 

"None of our business we were always there that the least you can do is tell us" She says her brown eyes are filled with rage. 

"you were not always there u left me when I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU THE MOST YOU WERENT THERE YOU LEFT ME HE TRIED TO RAPE ME I GOT AWAY I HAD NO ONE NO ONE WAS THERE I NEEDED YOU LEO I NEEDED YOU BOTH LIKE EVERY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE YOU GUYS LEFT!!!!" I yell I'm pissed now. all the pain i went through rushed back tears welled up. 

"SO YOU JOIN A FUCKING GANG DO YOU HAVE.ANY IDEA HOW STUPID THAT SHIT IS ZOEY HOW YOU RISKING YOUR CHILDS LIFE!!!" Leo yells. 

"I DIDNT HAVE ANYONE LEO I WAS TIRED OF STRUGGLING I WAS TIRED OF FEELING TRAPPED OF BEING ANGRY ALL THE TIME I WAS TIRED OF CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP. I WANTED TO FEEL LIKE I HAD PEOPLE THERE FOR ME SO YES I FUCKING JOINED I DIDN'T HAVE CARMEN AT THE MOMENT I LOST MY FUCKING SISTER I NEVER KNEW MY OTHER BROTHER I DIDN'T HAVE MY MOTHER LEAH I WAS ALONE AND JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE I HAD PEOPLE I HATED BEING THE OUTCAST DO U REALIZE HOW FUCKED UP I AM LEAH DO YOU YES I JOINED ALL THAT PAIN I HAD I WAS ABLE TO INFLICT ON OTHER AND I LOVED IT!!! DON'T SIT HERE AND TELL ME SHIT I ALREADY KNOW!!!" I'm shrinking and my voice is cracking. I start to walk out 

"OH SO YOU BIG AND BAD HUH!!"Leo says grabbing me. 

"YOU DAMN RIGHT ONCE IN MY LIFE I FELT POWERFUL I HAD ANOTHER HUMAN LIFE IN MY HAND TO DO WHAT I WANTED WITH DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO SEE LIGHT SLIP OUT A PERSONS EYES. IT FELT GOOD IT WAS THE PAY BACK TO EVERY MOTHERFUCKA WHO HURT ME EVERY ASSHOLE WHO DIDNT SEE WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH EVERY SELF CENTERED BASTARD THAT DIDNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME." I fire and step up to Leo and continue 

"YOU WERENT THERE WHEN I WAS SLIPPING I'VE FALLEN AND IT HARD AS HELL TO GET UP I HAVE A WOMAN WHO LOVES ME AND I MAKE HER SUFFER BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY DAMN ISSUES MY DAUGHTER CRIES EVERY TIME I LEAVE BECAUSE SHE SCARED I WONT COME BACK AND SHE WILL GO BACK TO HER FUCKED MOTHER. WHAT I DO IS ALL I KNOW LEAH. it all I ever knew" I say getting quiet.  

"WELL LEARN ZOEY BECAUSE CARMEN SEEING YOU GET ARRESTED AIN'T GONNA HELP DAMN HOW YOU THINK WE WILL EXPLAIN WHY SHE CANT SEE MOMMY ANYMORE DO YOU!!Leo says she is being insensitive as fuck right now not that I wanted pity. 

"ARE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ME I TOLD YOU I REGRET IT BUT LEAH THE ONLY WAY I GET OUT OF THIS IS THROUGH A FUCKING BODY BAG OKAY I GET MY DAUGHTER IS GOING TO SUFFER BUT SHE WOULD SUFFER WITH ME OUT OF IT TOO I LOST MY GOD SISTER TO THE TGC AND I'M GLAD I'VE TAKEN THOSE OTHER BITCHES LIFES I DON'T REGRET THAT" I scream. 

"THIS IS REVENGE THING TO YOU REVENGE DON'T SOLVE NOTHING" she yells. 

"IT DON'T BUT IT SURE AS HELL MAKES ME FEEL BETTER" I yell at her she catches me with a right hook. I stumble back and punch her in the stomach. She pushes me my back hits the table knocking over the lamp it shatters. I punch her in the nose I don't hear a crack but it starts to bleed. I kick her in the stomach making her fall back and land on the table breaking that. I get on her and we keep fight turning and punching kicking on the floor. I gain control and am on top. I feel someone grab my hair and pulling me by my hair off the Leo. They slam me over on the floor away from Leo and kicking me in my stomach. its Anna. I see Leo get up but Anna gets her with a jab to the face.  

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER WITH YOU TWO" Anna yells. I wipe my cheek its bleed. We stare in quiet at one another.

Yani

I made my decision. I'm joining Mafia Lord I know I told Zoey I wouldn't but I would rather me there for my baby than sit back and watch. I want to be able to fight beside her. I know I will have to kill but with what those assholes did to Zoey I don't mind at all. I call up Gina. I had been asking Gina about what she did she told me happily. I don't want to be in the dark anymore. I know I will regret this but I don't care. I've always did the right thing but right now the right way wasn't gonna fly. I call mia. She want to join too. Cassie and Zoey will be pissed but they will live. I change into jeans and a shirt. Mia was wearing a tank top and cargo shorts. I call up Gina. 

"Can we met up we made up our minds." I say.  

"Aight met me at Plaza" she says. I hear a smile in her voice. I hang up and I look at Mia. 

"You sure about this" I ask. 

"Sure as I ever have been" she says. we were use to being protected not anymore we were about to flip the script and be the protectors.  

We walk in Plaza its busy but we see Gina sitting down. we walk over and sit down. 

"Y'all sure about this once you in the only way out is in a body bag" she says. Mia and I look at one another.  

"Yeah" I say  

"Yeah what's first"Mia says.  

"Let's eat first y'all gonna be hungry" she says. We finished eating. 

"Follow me" Gina says paying.  

"What about my car" I say. 

"I'll send so one to get it." she says. We get on her Lamborghini. I always liked this car. I try to relax but I'm shaky.  

"You sure about this baby" she asks. Ew the word baby out her mouth doesn't sound right.  

"Yeah" I say. Mia nods.  

"Aight buckle up" she says.  

We pull up at this house it really big it seemed like forever. I swear this house look like a mansion. It was huge and white. The lawn was cleanly cut grass. She parks and gestures us to get out. We follow the house smells like weed and liquor. The smoke is covering the house. We walk in and everyone gets quiet.  

"We got some new people that want to be a part of our family" She says. 

"How y'all wanna join sexed in or jump."I look at Gina. 

"Hopefully sexed in I wanna get the light skin one" one guy says he is about 5"8 dark hair and eyes. Hell no. 

"Jumped in" we say in unison.  

"Okay Can I get all my female over here" Gina says. A group of females walk up.  

"Well you will be jumped in and get your tat tomorrow." Gina says. 

"We taking them to the spot" one girl asks. she is scary tattoos cover her from neck down multiple piercings and a mean ass look on her face. 

"Are we allowed to hit back" Mia asks. I'm glad she did. 

"Yeah it shows up what you capable of" Gina says We nod and follow the girl to the backyard and in a shed type thing.  

"Alright you ass whooping will start in 5 minute it will be 15 minutes after that I will turn off the music and call time and you will officially be Mafia lords you two wanna get jumped in together or separate times." Gina says. We look at Mia and grab her hand she nods together.  

"Together" we say at the same time.  

"Okay" Gina say the girls surround us. I close my eyes still holding Mia's hand my body is shaking and my heart beat is drumming. After what felt like ages the music starts.