what if.....?(girlxgirl)

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Zoey

I wake up beside Yani . Her beautiful face made my worries disappear. our legs are intertwined. I slip from under her and grab my sketch pad from my bag I brought with me.I slide back in bed and start drawing Yani. Her shoulder and back. Her facial expression is relaxed and took the most time to draw. I stopped a bit to draw her brown straight lustful hair. I loved this drawing because of light it hit her so well. I use certain symbols to represent certain emotions. On her face I drew a dove on her cheek. The dove represented peace. She stirs in her sleep. I flip to a clean page and draw from memory of last night. I ended up drawing my view of her on top of me her facial expression. I drew a red wings that represents passion. I color the background a mixture of color because she had so many emotion. I do the same to her eyes. I put mask over her face to represent I think she was hiding something.

"What are you doing" Yani's voice makes me jump.

"Uhm I was uh.." I stamper.

"I wanna see" she says sitting up. I hesitate.

"Not the best but it there" I say and turn it around.

"This is beautiful" she gasps.

Yani

I wake up to see Zoey focused on something. Her hand moving swiftly on a pad. I like her facial expression.

"What are you doing" I ask she jumped.

"uhm I was uh.." she stampers.

"I want to see" I say I knew she was drawing but I wanted to know what she was drawing.

"No the best but its there" she said and turned it to me. It was me my nude body I do believe it was from last night. There were a collection of colors that made me feel confused. My eyes were not hazel but multiple colors. I had a mask over my eyes and a red wing sprouting out my back.

"You see the mixture of color was the mixtures of emotions I saw in you that why your eyes were rainbow but a dark one. The red wing represents passion and the mask showed you were keeping things from me." she explains.

"Wow this is....how long" I ask.

"Ive always done it I just stopped after Jessica everything I drew was dark." she says. I reach out for the sketch pad

"Can I see what else you drew" I ask.

"Yeah" she says and gives it to me. I find a dark picture of her but it so many lines on her face it makes it appear broken. Her eyes have fire in them. All the background is dark.

"That was after the break up with Jessica after she hurt me I looked in the mirror I was broken and angry" she says. I flip to the neck I saw a beautiful little baby she has bright rays that shot off her and a halo.

"When Carmen was born?" I ask .

"Yeah she was my little angel" Zoey says smiling. I hear my phone go off its Gina I freeze.

"Baby Gina on the way you got to go" I say sadden.

"Okay I'll call you when I get home" she says.

"Wait can I keep one of the pictures of me though" I ask. She rips out one that was me sleeping I had a glow to me.

"Why the glow" I ask while she is getting dressed.

"your pure beauty" she says with a smile. I just smile and watch her leave. I knew what Gina wanted to I just laid there and waited.

Zoey

I go by Leo's house to pick up Carmen. She runs to me and I pick her up.

"Hey angel" I say and kiss her. I missed her.

"Hey ZuZu can we talk" Anna says.

"Yeah" I say and follow her to the kitchen.

"wassup"

"Were worried about Carmen baby girl" Anna says. My heart drops for a minute.

"what about her" I ask.

"The way you are living isn't safe for her baby girl" Anna says.

"Well I'm not letting my little girl go again I lost her for almost 2 years Anna I'm not losing her again" I say.

"Were not saying that were just saying maybe it will be best if she lives with us for a while" Anna says. I want to go against her but....my business was catching up to me and I don't want my business maybe it was best. But I can't abandon my little girl again.

"I'll think about it" I say honestly. I don't know how I should feel about that.

"Okay I figured you need some time for you to think but baby girl we're not trying to take her away we're just trying to make sure she is safe." Anna says. I cant take this right now. I sit down and watch my little girl play with her Barbies. I feel Anna sit next to me.

"Give me sometime to think about it." I say and pick up Carmen and walk out.

After I got her home and out the bath she was heading to her room.

"Angel sleep with mommy tonight" I say.

"Okay" She says and crawls in bed with me. I pull back the sheets so she can get in. I pull her close to me. I bury my face in her curls. She turns to face me.

"I love you mommy" she says her big brown eyes were so warm.

"I love you too now go to sleep" I say caressing her face. She nods and drifts off.