what if.....?(girlxgirl)

broken

Anna

I swear I feel as big as a house but my baby doesn't mind. I watch Leo she feel asleep near my stomach. We waited a long time to have a baby because we wanted to be stable. I'm older than Leo. We don't bring it up often. I remember when we first met like it was yesterday. I was working as a waitress to get things running. 

*flashback* 

I was working my ass off. My hair was in a bun that was now messy. I had been running from table to table. Our busboy went out sick so I was cleaning table. 

"Excuse me can we get some help over here" said a smooth voice. I looked over to see the most beautiful woman I had laid eyes on. Her feature were masculine but her face was feminine. Full lips, beautiful black eyes, thick build hair cut short but her beautiful chiselled face made it work .Everything ties together. I must of zone out because I felt my co-worker Raven tapped me. I snapped out my trans. 

"Hey I'm Anna how can I help you" I say blushing that she noticed I was staring. 

"Well Anna are you deaf I was calling you for like 10 minutes you was staring at us" her friend Izzy said. 

"chill why you gotta be so rude" Leo said and punched Izzy. She rubbed her arm. I then noticed they had two other woman with them I sighed knowing it was there dates.  

"I'm sorry I was uhm I zoned out" I blushed again.  

"You are a very beautiful young lady" Leo said smiling. right when I saw that smile my heart beat sped up.  

"Uh uhm thank you" I blushed again. 

"well u gonna take our order" Izzy said rudely.  

"What I just tell u" Leo said through her teeth she was looking at Izzy like she wanted to kill her. Izzy sat there defeated. I can't help but smile.  

"Anyway beautiful can I have a beer they will have the same" she said with that smooth voice that made my knees feel like jello. 

"Yeah can I see ids tho" I say following procedure.  

"Yup" she said the I.d said 23 but I knew she was younger than that. I didn't push. I got there beers and walk back over. I had served them and Leo occasionally flirted with me which pissed off her date. I was small at that time very petite shape. I had my hair long and curly since am mixed with Japanese and white and black . My mother was white and Japanese my father was black. I was 23 ear old when I met Leo. She was 19 but had the maturity of a full grown woman. I was shocked a teen could make me feel the way she did. I also knew of what she did. Leo was very into drug dealing illegal fight clubs and gangs. I didn't know she was a gang member until I noticed her tattoo on her neck. I was turned and cleaning the table when I felt hands on my waist. They were strong and rough but made my body heat up like a lighter.  

"You shivered you cold" I heard her smooth voice.  

"Yeah a little it gets cold in here your date is looking for you I'm sure she wants to find you" I said turning around. to face those black luminous eyes. 

"I want you not her will u give me the honor to take u out" she said and kissed me hand.  

"yeah" I said. I remember exchanging number and going home confused on what I should wear. I was never really big on skirts and heels but I liked dresses. I went with my green sundress with black heels only because it was a date I didn't like them but I would suffer. I did simple make up to. I pulled my hair in a tight bun with large dangling earring. I felt very pretty I hopes Leo would think the same. I got a call she said she was outside. I grabbed my coat and walked out. we ended up going to this club type place I wasn't much of a party girl but I went alone with it. It was the 80s then so fashions were different. We danced that whole night and left but decided to walk around downtown. we joked I laughed. 

"You have a sexy laugh" she said and pulled me close. I leans up to kiss those soft pink lips and she was instantly mine. 

*end of flashback* 

I didn't realize Leo had woken up I was lost in thought. I realized I had been stroking her head. 

"You know I always loved it when you did that especially after a fight" she says lying on my legs. 

"Really I didn't know that" I said. 

"I do" she said and lifted up to kiss me. I let her.

Leo

I woke up to see Anna stare off into space. I knew she was in thought. I loved this woman so much. I was always younger than her alot of people wondered why I was. Anna always had something no other woman had. she had nothing but happiness in her. it was nice to have that light when I was so fucked up but she stayed by me I always knew she would be my wife. she was gorgeous talented loving cheerful and outgoing. She was rare to find but when I got her I refused to let her go. Proposing to her was the best decision I made. it amazed me that by one touch she help melt everything away. the love we made was explosive and unforgettable. Even at the age of 51 I still found her sexy as any and still has the sexual attraction to her as I did when I was younger. I'm 47 and married to the most beautiful woman ever. She was always 3 years and a few months older but that never stopped me. We were completely opposite I was hothead,outspoken and jealous but she was loving level headed and calm I guess we balance each other out. When I met Anna I was in a lot of stuff illegal fighting drug dealing gangs the whole nine yards but when I was with her none of that mattered. The baby we having now ain't our first. We had a older daughter who was in college now yup she is all grown up. we decided to have another regardless of our age because we missed raising a child. Our oldest daughter is named Nya we had her when we first for married at the age of 23 Anna was 26 she has had both of them. We missed having a little one running around and we figured what the hell we aint getting no younger. We were just cuddling when there was a knock on the door.  

"I got it lay down" I said as I got up and walked to the door. I opened it to see a puffy eyed Zoey holding Carmen. 

"Baby girl what-" 

"I made up my mind ima leave Carmen with you two I can't keep putting her in danger." she says I pick up Carmen and take her to the guess room. 

"what happen" I ask. she breaks in tear. she is sitting on the couch.  

"I was at the park with her we went to the park and she wanted to get on the swing and she jump off in my arms right when that happen two gunshot rang....it was so close to hitting her if I didn't get her when I did she would of gotten shot I almost lost her completely today I could never plan her funeral" she said crying. I had never seen my baby girl so upset. 

"I'm going to leave her with you two until or if I get out of this I'll come visit her and give this to her when she wakes up" she says handing me a bunny teddy. She went in, there to say by to Carmen I watch. I've never seen her look so broken.