what if.....?(girlxgirl)

fuck my life

Yani

Zoey was laying on my chest watching a movie but she fell asleep. I'm stroking her hair. I think about what she said the night we made love. I wonder how Carmen's mother broke her. What could a person do so bad to break another person so bad? What did she do to make Zoey fall? What brought her out of it? How bad did it break her? My head fills with so many questions I don't have the answer too. The only one that does is Zoey. But I don't want to rush. I start hearing Zoey mumble something and I look down and see her she is crying in her sleep. She starts moving a lot. Her face is red and she is still mumbling. Her tears come harder.

"Terence" I hear through mumble. Who is he?

"Baby baby wake up" I say shaking her. I realize she is shaking and her face is getting redder. I shake her again. Her eyes shoot open. Her breathing is heavy.

"Fuck I didn't think those would come again" she says quietly.

"What baby" I ask.

"Nothing just flashback no big deal Mami" she says

"Baby yes it is you were crying and mumbling baby" I push

"Baby its nothing don't worry about it" she says.

"Who is Terence?" I ask.

"how do you know that name" she asks

"You mumbled it in you sleep I heard Jessica and Terence" I say.

"fuck" she say and puts her head down in her hands.

"Baby what did she do to you" I ask.

"She uhm lead me on and then cheated with me on this guy while she was with me" she says. I know its more to that story she isn't telling me all of it. I'ma let this be but I know its more.

"I'm sorry baby comere" I say.

"It was also a flashback to Ben I hate when the flashback mix together" she admits. I kiss her lightly.

"Is there anything I can do" I ask now looking down on her since I'm on top of her. She wraps her arms around me.

"Help me forget" she says and pushes me to the bottom and settles between my legs while kissing my neck.

"Ah okay" I moan. We make love until I fall asleep.

Zoey

I wake up to my phone going off. I look and see it Mickey.

"Its on let's go baby Satan" he says. Shit.

"Aight" I say and hang up. I slide away from Yani trying not to wake her up. She turns a little. I slow down.

"Baby I'll be back watch Carmen" I whisper to her. She mumble okay. I push shoes out the way and unlock; my padlock the cellar. I get my ak47 I love this gun with a passion. I have a couple more down here but I keep them locked up. I get in my gear and grab my car keys. I lock the door as I go.

I pull up to the house that I was at yesterday. I pull up and all the other cars are parked. I go in and see a good 15 mafia lords in here. when I got in there the testosterone so high I could choke on it. Everyone looks at me when I get in. Since Gina and Damion where out on "Business" me and Mickey where in charge of this bust because we were there during the "interview".

"Took you long enough" Donny says. I flick him off. He sticks his tongue out. I see Cassie and her brother here. Nice my back up niggas. I walk over and I still see some guys I don't know.

"Who they" I ask Mickey.

"Damion crew of course he had to add his niggas go introduce ya self" he says.

"The fuck ever" I say its loud in here

"Aye shut the hell up so I can talk!!" I yell over them. It gets quiet.

"Now someone explain this shit to me I missed the first meeting" I say. They explain one group was gonna be looking out and we gonna have another upstairs guns ready when the run up. We gonna make sure the ones in that house that package will act scared. A few will die but none of our member just some worker.

"When this shit starting?" I ask.

"We waiting for Zack to call." Donny says. Okay yeah I need to get high I'm shaky and I don't know why. I walk over the room with the weed. After I was high enough to function but also relax I took a shot or two.

About 9:15 we got the call from Zack. if this nigga snitched I would personally kill him and slowly too. I get a text from Keith he says he want to met uptown tomorrow to talk about the plans. Great. We load up in three cars and drive to the uptown trap house. I had never been here before but I knew of it. We pull up lucky the TGC are taking there time we get in position. One thing they don't know is we have cameras and motion sensors all over the house. Dumb asses. I wonder who they leader is because who ever they are they don't think things through very good. I set up upstairs and go to the monitoring room. I put on the headset so I can communicate with the ones set up outside. I don't come into play until the move up here. I then start shooting to drive them downstairs where they will run into another team which will finish them off. All of us have bulletproof vest thanks to the "Friends" we brought in the police department. Okay we are really well known and big we've been in the drug game for decades. Gina's great grandfather started this drug traffic and it has been going for the longest. we have brought judges, police officer, doctors, nurses, car salesmen, mechanics, attorneys, and so many high up people. No mafia lords have been in jail for more than a few months once that bail was put in place we were out that bitch. I've never got caught with my stuff.

"Set up" I call in to Mickey. Me and Donny were in the control room. We were both quiet. My phone went off.

"Let's go they pulling up" I tell Mickey.

"Okay we ready" he says.

"Its starting" Donny asks.

"Yes" I say. We load up the multiple guns and I put on a few knives. I hear screaming and niggas shooting. We walk up and stand at the top of the steps. Like expected the group came up there we raised up.

"OH SHIT" one guy says and My group start firing. Bodies dropped so quick. I hear sirens fuck. I start running again. I'm glad I'm in shape for this. I make it half way but I get tackled and I feel handcuffs. Shit.