what if.....?(girlxgirl)

not again

Yani

I'm with Mia we were getting ready to go clubbing. Mia called me over to help with her hair and I needed her to do my make up. I curling her hair and Zoey comes to mind the sex had became electric. She had been going slower with me but it was still passionate. I actually stopped enjoying sex with Gina. I picture Zoey now. I miss those green eyes. Gina had been staying over night now.

"Where ya mind at today"Mia asks.

"Huh" I say.

"Yes your mind somewhere else babes come on talk to me" Mia say patting her lap. I sit on it.

"I miss Zoey I haven't been with her in almost 2 weeks Gina has had me for the entire time." I say.

"You love her don't you" Mia asks.

"What makes you say that?" I ask.

"When I saw you around hee you glow Yani I've never seen that happen when your around Gina with Zoey your eyes go soft and almost adoring way and you have this light that shoots through your eyes"Mia says

"How do I know I love her though like what does it feel like?" I ask.

"Electric when your away from that person they always on your mind you can't see yourself without them u look in them not at them the slightest touch makes your heart beat faster and makes you shiver" she says.

"Then....I guess I am in love with her but Mia I see a lot of pain she goes through but I'm not sure why"

"You try talking to her" Mia ask.

"I tried she shuts down and Mia she had a fucked up childhood" I say.

"Really why?"

"Prostitute mom Heron addicted sister Jail brother drug dealing brother and random guys" I say shorting the convo.

"Damn that's fucked up Daddy won't in her life I'm guessing" She says.

"Yups" I say.

"Damn"

"To be honest I don't think she told me all of it" I say getting up and going to her kitchen and getting out some crackers.

"Well damn just make ya self comfortable and go in my kitchen but anyway well talk to her babes you might get the full thing. plus you gonna see her in a minute cus her Cass Donny and Crystal coming" she says.

"Ugh I don't wanna see Crystal she gonna say something and I might just swings on ha". I say with venom.

"Behave" she says as a knock starts.

"Coming." I look down. I was wearing a pink skirt and black lace covering that was at my shoulder and stopped right below my breast and my pink tank top under it black pump heels. I look good I say smiling. My baby comes on in a black and white obey shirt with a matching snap back. Her jeans are white and ripped in some areas. Her hair is down and flat ironed. Then I see the black diamond studs. She got on black and white Jays. Damn I want to jump her.

"Damn you look good sexy" she says and walks up to hug me while picking me up.

"Hey baby thank you you look good as hell too" I say and kiss her she deepens it and pushes me against a wall. she pushes her tongue in my mouth. When she pulled away I was outta breath.

"Eat her face why don't you" Donny says.

"fuck ever y'all wanna give the they presents" she says.

"Yeah" Donny says and Cass nods.

"What y'all talking bout" I ask.

"Come sit in the living room"Donny says with a smirk. I walk over and sit next to Crystal and Mia.