I Miss You (a Calum Hood fanfic)

chapter 8

i like potatoes <3

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*Laura's P.O.V. *

I've been thinking about what my mom said. I dont feel that way about Calum. He's my best friend, more like my brother. I dont want a relationship to ruin our friendship. If something goes wrong then it will all fall apart. He's a sweet guy he'll find someone better. He'll get over me. I'm not much anyway. There are plenty of other girls that like him and are better than me. I just want to be his bestfriend. Nothing more.

Its already sunday and all I've done is sleep,eat,think,sleep, and then sleep. I miss Calum we always do something on weekends. I grab my phone and text him:

"Hey Calum. I miss you can you come over? :)"

Calum:

"Sure I'll be right over :)"

I put my phone on top of my dresser and go change. I put on a dark blue shirt and some jeans. I look for mom in the kitchen. There's a note on the frigde:  

I had to woke to work today. I made some pancakes for you. Their in the pan.           

Love you <3 

-mom

I smile and look for the pancakes. They were in the pan on the stove. Im not really hungry. I'll eat them later. When i was going to sit down on the couch, someone knocked. I walked to the door and open it.

"Hey Calum," i said and let him in.

"Hey. How you been," he said and sat on the couch.

"Good and you," i said and sat next to him.

"Good," he said then smiled. Well this is akward. I know we're both thinking about the same thing. How do i start. Ugh. There was an akward silence when he spoke.

"Ummm so did you think about it," he asked. I knew he would ask it eventually.

"Calum your a wonderful guy, but i just dont like you that way," i said/whispered.

*Calum's P.O.V.*

I was so happy to hear what she would tell me. I really want to be her boyfriend. I want to kiss her whenever i want to. I want to make her happy. I smiled at the thought. I knocked on the door and she let me in.

"Hey Calum," she said.

"Hey how you been," i asked and sat on the couch.

"Good and you," she asked and sat next to me.

"Good," i said and smiled. There was an akward silence. I couldnt wait any longer i have to know her answer."Ummm so did you think about it," i asked anxious to hear an answer.

"Calum your a wonderful guy, but i dont like you that way," she said then ended in a whisper. When i heard those words my heart shattered to a million pieces. I cant believe she said that. The words i dreaded to hear. She said them. I looked at her tears threatned to fall from my eyes. 

"Calum im so sorry. I just want to be your bestfriend, please forgive me," she said and attempted to give me a hug. I looked at the floor. She hugged me. I was so angry with myself. I'm so stupid to think she would say yes. 

I couldnt hold the tears they fell and she looked at me with sadness. "Calum please. Dont cry," she said and wiped away my tears. I was hurt and speechless. 

"How can i not cry you hurt me," i said as i stood up angryly.

"Calum i didnt mean to. I just cant ruin our friendship. You mean so much to me," she said tears forming in her eyes.

"If you mean i mean so much to you. You wouldnt have hurt me like this," i yelled.

"I-Im sorry," said crying now.

I just wanted to hug her, but i didnt. I left her house and went home.

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Ok im so so so sorry. You guys probably hate me right now. I cool with that. Thts kinda the point. 

-Brittbell

p.s. Love you