Addicted

Chapter 8

"Anything that's good that's supposed to happen to me never makes it. When am I gonna have my happy ending huh? It's come for everyone else so I guess it skipped me."
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J a y d e

I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible cramps.

"Jodi" I groaned hitting his arm as the pain it coming.

I had just got off my period so that couldn't have been the problem but I didn't know what was.

"Jodi baby wake up please." I said as he groaned and sat up in frustration.

"What man?" He said grabbing a scrunchie off of the night stand and put his hair up.

"My stomach hurts." He shrugged and looked at me crazily.

"What you want me to do?" I frowned on the verge of tears.

I knew I wasn't gonna get anywhere with him so I slowly got out of bed and put on some sweatpants and a hoodie since I was only in a bra and panties. I looked at the clock and seen it was 5:34 as pain shot up my back causing me to double over. Once I gained my composure I put on my shoes and grabbed my car keys and left. I was surprised Jodi didn't at least send some security with me which he often did. He says its for my protection but I know it's so I won't leave him.

I got in my car and raced to the hospital. Hoping that this was nothing major. It hurt that Jodi didn't have the decency to come with me yet I wasn't even shocked because I was used to being put last by him.

I got to the hospital and nearly ran to the front desk. I heard a woman yelling "ma'am" but I was too busy trying to find out what was wrong with me.

The lady at the desk frowned and stood up before looking down on me.

"Okay we're gonna get you some help your bleeding." I looked at her confused before looking down and noticing I was indeed bleeding from in between my legs. My eyes widened and I looked back seeing I had left a trail of blood and just like that I fainted.
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I woke up to light coming from outside the window which told me it was morning. I looked over to see Jodi staring at me intensely and then I realized where I was.

"What happened?" I asked frantically trying to sit up but Jodi walked over to me and gently pushed me back down.

"Jayde relax."

"No I was bleeding why was I bleeding."

He scratched the back of his neck and bit his lip which told me that something was wrong.

"Baby just relax we'll talk later."

"No I wanna know now! Tell me what was wrong with me."

"You were 2 months and you miscarried." My eyes widened and I opened my mouth to speak but no words would come out. I felt a tear come down my face and Jodi quickly wiped it and kissed my lips but I couldn't kiss him back I couldn't move. He wasn't even here for me when I needed him and now this.

The doctor came in with a clip board and Jodi found his seat in the chair by my bed.

"Ms.Simone I'm sorry for you lost."

"How did this happen. I didnt even know I was pregnant I was still getting my menstrual cycle and everything I would've been more careful."

"It was trauma to the womb. You hit your stomach on something by accident maybe?" I looked at Jodi and he was looking at the ground. He knew this was his fault.