Addicted

Chapter 14

"That's the thing. You didn't even give me a chance. ....... If you would have just been with me none of this would've happened. You could've saved me."
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"You gonna be good here?" I asked Sammie as he gathered his things about to get out the car.

"Jayde I'm good you act like I never been to a friends house."

"I know but I never met them. This isn't a girl's house right?" I said widening my eyes realizing the possibilities.

"Girl no it's my friend off the basketball team."

"Alright behave. Give his mom my number love you." He nodded and kissed my cheek.

"I love you too." He got out the car and I watched him walk up to the door and knock on it seeing a young man come to the door and wave at me. I smiled and waved back before pulling off.

Today Joy and Taj was gonna be leaving to go to North Carolina to talk to some new connects and it hurt my feelings to know that Sammie didn't wanna stay with me. I didn't wanna be alone with Masiah when he came since Taj made it mandatory for him to see how I was doing.

Yes I liked Masiah maybe even loved him but it was nothing new. Back then you were able to see the love pouring out of my eyes and he didn't even give me a chance. We coulda had something good.

When I got to the house Joy and Taj were already gone since I had said goodbye before I took Sammie to his friend's house.

I went upstairs taking off my clothes leaving me in my sports bra and boy shorts. I sat on the floor in front of my mirror and tugged at my hair seeing what I wanted to do to it.

I grabbed a pack of hair from In one of the boxes I had packed for when I moved and began parting my hair into sections and applying pieces of the hair to my real hair. I didn't need a full weave since my real hair was tolerable. After I was done I straightened it and blunt cut it and made it a shoulder length bob. I ran my hands through it when I was done.

I got up hearing the front door ring and I already knew who it was. I walked to another one of my boxes grabbing a pair of PINK tights slipping them on not wanting to answer the door half naked.

I took my time walking down not even wanting to be near him but based on his confession yesterday he would be here for a while.

I got to the door and looked out the peephole making sure it was him and I opened it.

He wore a fitted under armor shirt with black sweat pants and some Nike sandals and socks so I could tell he came from his house. I backed up letting him in and locked the door. He went into the living room and lounged on the couch and I rolled my eyes taking a seat on the couch infront of him. He needed to say something because I wasn't going to. I wanted him to tell me something because after what he said I was confused. Getting an idea I got up going upstairs grabbing my phone and dialing Ciara's number going downstairs as it rung. His ass was gonna talk to me today.

"Hello?" She sung answering the phone and I sat down on the couch flipping through channels.

"Hey sexy what you doing." I said feeling Masiah looking at me but I didn't look back.

"Nothing I'm about to go to the mall with Jermaine what you been up to?"

"Nothing really...remember what I told you the other day?" I said grinning and Masiah scoffed.

"Oh yeaa how's that going."

"It's complicated so it is what it is."

"Well anyways I miss you bitch it's been a whole week." I giggled.